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♥December♥

2011-12-01T17:30:00.008+08:00

终于~~！！！终于~~！！终于解脱了~~！！

挣扎了好几个月、折腾了好几个月~~终于可以开开心心的了~~

今天，并没有发生什么大事情、也没什么小惊喜、更没什么特别的~~

但我的心情就是特别的好~~^o^

当你觉得前路是尽头、绝路的时候，总会发现原来脚踏着的就是路，因为路是人走出来的~

当你觉得跌入谷底的时候，总会发现原来只有跌入谷底才会有反弹的机会~

当你觉得没有希望、要放弃的时候，总会发现原来放弃，也未必不是件好事，因为过于执著着不属于自己的，是很痛苦的~

以前总是觉得自己“应该”跟着轨道走，所以在做每一个决定的时候都会想到自己是不是“应该”怎样怎样，而不是怎样怎样。。深怕自己会“出轨”。。总会想太多。。说到尾其实是自己太在乎人家的眼光。。

话说回来，今早起身忙到下午，做了很多东西，也忘了做很多东西。。

最近不懂怎么的，记性变得很差，两次忘了还信用卡、在提款机提了款竟然忘了要做什么、之前跟朋友去玩的住宿费也忘了还给朋友、用internet banking也匆匆忙忙的用错密码等等的。。

今天打算去银行弄回internet banking的密码和存款，密码弄好了，走到柜台跟朋友闲聊几句，叫朋友给我一张存款单，竟然想到自己要提款，然后又不懂为什么要提款，然后又把单给回朋友。。走到另一旁跟另一个朋友哈喇，说自己最近记性很差，忘了户口里的transaction是做什么的，废话了一大堆。。搞定一切后在回家的路途上才发现自己去银行是要存款的！晕~~

回到家收到朋友的sms，发现自己有忘了买东西！晕晕~~

看来接下来的日子我真的要好好对待自己，每天让自己心情开朗，做起事情来也比较有效率。。

今天是二零一一年十二月一日，虽说是二零一一年的最后一个月，庆幸自己能在这最后一个月里找回自己。。相信这个十二月是一个美好的开始。。开始好好的、开开心心的筹备我的即将到来的婚礼。。♥♥♥

终于~

2011-11-14T15:58:00.006+08:00

时间过得真是太快了。。一直认为还有很久、很值得期待的一天。。转眼就只剩下三个月。。

真的发梦都没想到真的就那么的快！！有一点接受不到咯~~

去年的这个时候，还在想，那一天什么时候会到来？会怎样？

八个月前决定了日子，那时候也觉得还有很久。。然后就一拖再拖。。到现在，只剩三个月的时间，好像什么东西都还没做。。深怕到时候办得不好。。看来接下来的日子是有够忙的了。。

好想把筹备婚礼的点点滴滴都记录下来，都怪自己懒惰，再加上最近工作的很不开心。。所以到现在什么都没写到。。但没关系，相信自己很快就会找回那快乐的自己。。开开心心的做我的筹备工作。。

昨天刚买了新房的床单。。很开心。。原来，在筹备婚礼的过程中，每完成一样事情，即使是买了一小样东西，都会开心蛮久的。。嘻嘻~！

♥期待♥12.02.2012♥的到来~~

十年

2011-10-17T20:18:00.006+08:00

套用柴九的经典名句，“人生有多少个十年~？”。。

因为最近常常听到很多人在说“十年”。。

前几个星期跟好朋友相聚，谈谈一下谈到说我们竟然认识了要20年！walao~20年耶~！不得不惊叹岁月饶人。。还记得十年前的我们在做什么吗？一起骑脚车、到骑摩托、一起去上学、补习。。到现在，结婚的结婚、怀孕的怀孕、生孩子的生孩子。。

然后最近又常听到说，Twins出道十年，最近发了张专辑[3650]，寓意她们一起走过三千六百五十个日子。。昨天电视播放小燕姐的访谈节目，访问对象是孙燕姿，原来孙燕姿也出道十年了。。

十年，感觉上却好像才几年。。我和我的他，也一起走过了近十一年。。真的真的，不得不感叹，很想说一句“人生有多少个十年？？”

但这个十年，对我，或者对跟我差不多年龄的人来说，应该是变化比较多的“十年”吧。。

在这个“十年”里，从初中到高中、高中毕业到进大学、大学毕业到出来社会工作、从社会新鲜人的热忱到每星期都会蓝色几天的典型上班族。。从青少年到成年、从清涩的puppy love到现在谈婚论嫁的、成家立业的、生儿育女的。。我想，大部分人生最关键的那十年，应该就是在这一段吧！这个“十年”应该对接下来的几个“十年”影响很深。。

又是那一句“人生有多少个十年~?”，我们应该好好把握每一个。。每一年、每一天、每一分、每一秒。。嘴里说着这句话，很惭愧的。。我并没有这么做。。真想掴自己几巴，让自己醒醒。。萧丽娥！！赶快回来！！我要找回那每天都开开心心的萧丽娥！！已经几个月了。。不想再这样下去了！！不想再这样浪费我的时间！！

遇见自己

2011-10-06T21:34:00.007+08:00

其实我真的好想好好的写部落格。。好想把生活上点点滴滴的纪录下来。。但就是没时间，有时间又懒惰。。

看回以前的帖子。。有时候会有小惊讶。。原来自己以前是这样子的。。才发现原来自己变了都不知道。。

近两年写部落格的次数越来越少。。突然想到，几年后如果再看回来。。我是不是还会像今天看回过去那样，就像遇到两、三年前的自己。。应该是不会了。。因为人的记忆有限。。如果当初我没写下那么多的帖子，今天的我也不会有那种“遇到两、三年前的自己”的感觉。。

所以，我下定决心~~这次真的一定要做到时常更新部落格了~~（虽然这句话以前也说过了~=P)

为什么我会说我在以前的帖子里遇到自己，因为我发现，以前的我，跟现在的我，真的有变了。。变得我自己都有点惊讶！以前的我真的是这样的吗？还是我自己太过善忘？这种改变是自从出来社会工作后，那种态度、想法、和人生观。。也许是岁月催人老。。思想方面随着年龄增长也变得“老人家”。。

发现现在的自己已不如从前。。没有了三年前的“年少轻狂”。。“追求梦想”已经成为真正的“梦”想。。真的只有在梦里才敢去想。。不是我轻言放弃。。而是我觉得，当初的那个“梦想”，现在对我来说，是不实际的。。世上还有一些更值得我去追求的。。

其实我是一个做什么事都跟着自己感觉走的人。。不好听就是任性。。不会想。。最擅长为自己找借口。。然后拼命找人认同自己。。因为自己这样的性格，把自己搞得越来越软弱。。不，应该是懦弱！遇到挫折就只会逃避，遇到不顺心就只会埋怨，开始越来越看不起自己了！！没用！！最大的失败，就是改变不了自己！！只能做只鸵鸟。。！！！

呼~~从来没有这样骂过自己（我自认我以前是个自视很高的人）。。一次过发泄出来，心情比较好了。。

我想做好自己。。好让几年后的自己回来这里的时候，会有美好的回忆。。现在追求的，真的很简单。。比以前还要简单。。

套用今天轰动全球、改变世界、受全球人敬仰的Steve Jobs的一句话，「你的時間有限，所以不要為別人而活。不要被教條所限，不要活在別人的觀念裡。不要讓別人的意見左右自己內心的聲音。最重要的是，勇敢的去追隨自己的心靈和直覺。」一起紀念這位改變世界的天才吧！

我很应景吧~！

Life

2011-09-15T15:46:00.005+08:00

Last weekend was a blissful weekend....

There have few couples of my friends getting married on the same day....

Wish them live happily ever after....

There are so many friends getting married during this 2 years....started from last year...non-stop getting news that who and who getting married....and who and who giving birth to their first baby....can't denied that we really getting old liao...lol...

This is so called life stage...we gone through from our childhood, teenage, schooling, university, working, and now come to marriage....we hope that we can grow up faster when we are young...but now, we die die hope that time can pass slower or even wish to go back to the past....childhood is always the most happiest moment in our life....no need to worry about anything...it is just so simply...

However, it is impossible to go back to the past....it was the most precious memories....and what we gonna do now, is to create more sweet memories for our future....look forward to our future...left behind all the sweet memories...live our life with more happiness and to be worth for our future memories....

又是无题

2011-09-01T15:44:00.003+08:00

距离上一次的帖子，已经有两个月了。。不是真的没有时间，只是觉得过的生活并不是我想要。。不想记录不开心的，所以干脆不要写。。

在Bangi受训的三个星期，认识一群朋友，朋友圈又多了另一个“gang”。。第一期的课程完毕，大家各自回到残酷的现实。。有些很正面，也有的很负面。。有的就像我，有时很正面，有时很负面。。就是接受不了，也改变不了。。在正与负之间徘徊。。很想跳出框框。。却知道不是什么事情都可以如自己所愿。。

第一天

2011-07-04T22:44:00.002+08:00

第一天上班，但不是“上班”，而是受训。。
上星期五受到通知，要我直接到受训中心报到，令到我好不容易说服自己要开工的心情、好不容易做好的心理准备一下子烟消云散。。最最最最最最最最最最讨厌最后一分钟的改变！！
话说回来，今天开始要在这里度过三个星期的城市生活。。庆幸的是还好上班的路程不会很塞车(*touch wood!!)。。
这两天，不懂为什么，有点怀念以前。。怀念我的第一和第二份工作那刚开始的那段时光。。突然想到，如果可以回到从前。。刚刚又看到堂姐在面子书写道：“人有烦恼，因为总要做出选择。我们偶尔会问自己，如果当初没有这样选择，今天的我又会如何？诗人徐志摩说，“ 林中有两条路，你永远只能走一条，怀念着另一条。。”。。这句话真的道进我心坎里去了。。

我并不后悔当初所做的选择。。只是有时候还是会怀念从前。。
没有人可以回到过去重新开始，但谁都可以从现在开始，书写一个全然不同的结局。

2011-06-28T13:47:00.001+08:00

一位教授演讲时拿出20美元，他问学生谁要这20美元，台下的人

纷纷举手。教授将钱扔到地上用脚碾过，又问谁要，台下依旧有人举

手。教授说：“我如此对待这张钱币，你们依旧想要，是因为它没有

因为我的践踏而贬值，人生亦是如此。人生的价值不在于他人的赞赏或批评，而是取决于我们自身。

另一个“无题”

2011-06-23T15:06:00.004+08:00

辞职到现在，已经一个月了。。我也足足在家“坐”了一个月。。

换作是以前的我，一定在这个月里好好享受享受。。我会去kl、去怡保、去这里、去那里。。

我好久都没有shopping了。。虽然我并不是购物狂。。但有时也会偶尔“疯狂”一下的。。

我好想吃很多东西。。好想吃Sushi、Secret Recipe、Pizza、KFC、buffet。。

好想去kl或怡保找朋友吃吃、喝喝、玩玩。。

但在这个月里，我却什么都没做到。。

挣扎了近半年才决定离开大众银行，一个以前很渴望、千方百计想要进去工作的银行。。

还记得当时我的心情是多兴奋。。也打算如果可以的话，就要在那做到老了。。

现在，我离开了，因为发现它并不是我想要的。。

但我并没有后悔当初选择它的决定，因为它毕竟让我学了很多，经历很多，在那里的一年十个月，我有许多美好的回忆。。

下个月我就要开始另一份工作，开始新生活了。。我说过我不要再做那一行了，但最终却敌不过生活的压力。。生活不允许我再“坐”下去。。我无从选择。。唯有骑驴找马咯。。

在家“坐”了一个月，我发现自己原来并不适合做家庭主妇。。我受不了每天在家、不做工的感觉。。真的闷得发霉！！

刚刚所说的所有想要做的事，除了跟朋友去了一趟Pangkor Isand（半年前约好的），就什么都没做了。。

也许人长大了，顾虑也比较多了。。世事难料，谁会想到在同一时间会发生这么多事情。。

辞职了，收入暂停，荷包却大出血，流个不停。。所以我说我无从选择。。

另一方面，我的生活作息似乎已经习惯了每天十一点才起身，真不知道开工了会怎么样？？

以前的我实在是太好命了。。每天可以睡到八点才起身上班，因为去上班的路程才五分钟左右。午餐可以回家吃，可以省钱又可以在家休息一下看看戏。。有时候四点多五点就可以回家，即使被抓包也可以立刻回去（虽然没有被抓过。。嘻嘻）。。

现在，总要过回正常的生活了。。停工了一个月，感觉好像快跟社会脱节了。。真的希望我可以适应新的工作。。赶快跟上脚步。。赶快恢复正常的生活。。

祝自己好运。。

~趁年轻欢喜消业~

2011-06-17T14:07:00.009+08:00

《趁年轻欢喜消业》

人生最大的转捩点，就是碰到證嚴法师！

民国七十二年的时候，我在事业上遭遇很大的挫折:办公室全部淹水、会计捲款、又被人家倒会，那时好像已走到绝境，真不知道怎么办才好？

刚学佛的我於是请教證嚴法师：“我以为皈依之后，菩萨会保佑！怎么会越来越差呢？”

师父笑一笑回答：“其实这个时候你应该心存欢喜！你碰到的是业障，趁年轻有本钱还债。你应该很欢喜的接受！一辈子的业障现在就有机会开始慢慢还清，每还一个就应该觉得很高兴。就像我有心绞痛的毛病，这一辈子可能要痛一万次，痛一次，就觉得我只剩九千九百九十九次，再痛一次剩九千九百九十八次，我就是用这种态度面对业障，我希望你也能够这么想！”

这个观念帮助我渡过难关，对我的一生影响很大！

~文章摘自《最动人的生命故事》~

这篇短文让我感触良多~人生本来就是有起有落的，当事事顺利的时候，不要觉得是理所当然的；当面对困境的时候，也不要怨天尤人。。

我们面对的困境越多，经历的就比较多~看到的也比较多~获益也就更多~所以为什么要怨呢？

就好像證嚴法师所说的：“一辈子的业障现在就有机会开始慢慢还清，每还一个就应该觉得很高兴。”

所以我说，宁可承受无数的风浪，也不要一个大海啸。。如果我有的选择。。

Vertigo眩晕

2011-06-13T11:52:00.005+08:00

Vertigo =the illusion of movement when no movement is present.

眩晕 = 眩晕多呈突发性旋转性眩晕。睁跟时自觉周围物体沿一定方向与平面旋转，或左右摇晃感。闭目时上述症状减轻。因此发作时病人常采取一定的体位闭目静卧，不敢转动。尽管有时因惊骇而倒地，但神志完全清楚。病人常伴有恶心呕吐、面色苍白、出冷汗及血压下降。数分钟或数小时后自然缓解。

从网上找到许多关于Vertigo，眩晕的资料，原来眩晕的发生，是有许许多多的可能性的。。

以前都不知道，还以为自己真的是耳水不平衡，现在知道了，原来医学上根本没有“耳水不平衡”这个病症的，这只是一个俗称。。

早在几年前发生过两次，我只知道那个头很晕很晕~感觉上好像脑浆在头里转啊~转啊~天旋地转的转个不停。。很辛苦。。尤其在躺着的时候，根本不敢翻身，因为一翻身就会天旋地转了。。

这个症状，在上个月又再发生，还好我有一位中医骨科医师的朋友，给了一些意见，去照了X光，如他所说的，真是我的颈椎的问题。。由于长期坐姿、对电脑太久、等等一些不当的姿势所累积下来的，我的颈椎有一两根骨移位了，难怪我时常都会感觉颈部疼痛，发生眩晕的时候更是痛的厉害。。由于骨头的移动，导致血管被压迫，血液不顺畅导致眩晕。

医师朋友给我的建议是进行“Naprapathy”治疗，是一项调整颈椎的治疗，还有推拿。。现在已经做了十一次的治疗，比治疗之前好多了，至少没有再“天旋地转”了。。但由于定位还不够稳定，所以每隔一天还是要去找这位朋友做推拿。。也因为这个原因，我以后无论做什么事情、动作，都得很小心。。毕竟我的颈椎有过“前科”了，现在即使抬头、低头或转头太久，都会有不舒服的感觉，医师朋友说等颈椎定位稳定了、我慢慢适应了就会没事了。。但无论如何，剧烈的动作我最好能免则免。。

也还好不是什么大问题，还好我有一位医师朋友。。这个月里，他叫我不可以做很多低头或仰头太久的动作，但生活上有时候真的很难免咯~唉！就连有时候跟我的milky和buibui玩，他都叫我避免~那我的人生还会有什么乐趣呢？

还好都过去了，现在我的颈椎也慢慢适应了。。但有一样东西我还是得牺牲了。。

才学了十一个月，未满一年。。

所以我才会说，一波未平、一波又起。。

还好这只是个小风浪，并不会对身体有太大的影响。。

也让我领悟到，健康，真的是很重要。。以后会更加的注意健康了。。

无题

2011-06-08T15:41:00.008+08:00

生活总会有起有落，当我还是个“很年轻”（二十出头）的黄毛丫头的时候，时常都会想，我的人生过得还满顺利的。。。
高中顺利考到好成绩。
顺利考进自己想要进的大学。
顺利就读自己想要的科目。
顺利渡过三年大学生涯。
顺利毕业。
如愿顺利在家乡找到工作。
顺利买车子。
幸运的遇到好的上司。
幸运的、顺利的渡过一年无负担、挥霍的一年。
工作开始有些不顺利，也幸运的找到另一份工作。
顺利的进入之前一直想要进的公司。
顺顺利利的渡过一年有十个月，当中当然会有许多风浪、波折。。
当我终算顺利熬过那一年有十个月。。。顺顺利利过了几年我想要过的生活。。
虽然我的人生并没有什么大成就，我祈求的就只不过是平平凡凡、简简单单。。
当中的许多不愉快、不顺利、不幸、不好的。。等等的负面事情，我都可以坦然面对，因为我觉得这是人生必经之路，无论发生什么事情，我都会很乐观的去看待。。凡事都不会想太多。。只要我身边的人都健康平安。。人生那一点小波折根本不算什么。。
那几年，也许是上天对我太好了，不管遇到什么事，很快就会迎刃而解。
所以，现在祂开始要考验我了。。
凡事都没有那么顺利了。。而且还处处碰钉。。
一波未平、一波又起。。
祂之前就是太宠我了。。什么事都为我准备好。。
所以现在，我遇到挫折了，就不知所措了。。
觉得很无助、很彷徨、很委屈、很失望。。
但我知道，这是一个考验。我还承受得住，我想我经得起这个考验！就像几年前我觉得无助、彷徨、委屈、失望的时候，我也没想过今天我回想起来，会觉得那其实并不算什么。。
也许几年后、或几个月后，我也会觉得今天我所面对的，也根本不算什么啊。。
我觉得，很多事情的发生，都是注定的，如果我的人生真的一直都是顺利的，那我反而会害怕，害怕不知道什么时候它会累积成一个“大挫折”，小风浪累积成“大海啸”。。那我宁愿不时来个小风浪好了。。如果我有得选择，但我知道我没有这个权力。
既然我知道我没有这个能力去改变，所以我学会去面对，去承受。。是开心的面对，坦然的接受。。
因为他时常都跟我说，开心要过，不开心也要过，为什么我们不选择开开心心的过呢？

Rest

2011-06-02T17:27:00.007+08:00

休息，是为了走更长远的路。。

很多人问我，“为什么？”、“做莫酱傻？”、“你不会想！！”、“你会后悔！！”。。我都只是笑笑，没做回答。。因为我没有必要跟所有人交代。。
这是我的人生，我有权力自己做决定。。
请那些不知道的人，不要自以为是的给意见。。YOU KNOW NOTHING!!!

最重要的决定

2011-06-02T15:38:00.028+08:00

The story begin since year 2001....

10 years later.....

We had officially registered as husband & wife~~^0^

解脱

2011-05-23T23:50:00.001+08:00

挣扎了这么久~~

今天终于找到了那一份勇气~~

果断的做出了决定。。

终于解脱了~~

已经没有得再回头~~

也不允许自己有这样的念头。。

过去的已成过去。。

现在要面对是现在，和未来。。

我只希望可以平平凡凡、间间单单的。。

复杂

2011-05-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

复杂的心情~~
感情和私人生活，是开心的。。
另一边厢，事业却是一塌糊涂。。
也许，我欠缺的，是“一股冲动”和“一份勇气”。。
讨厌自己一味拖泥带水的性格。。
总不能够坚持的做一个决定。。
总是会被别人的一句话，或一些小事情，影响自己的决定。。
讨厌自己爱逃避的性格，不喜欢或不懂得面对的，就会一味的逃避。。
不去想，不去看，不去听。。都只想开心的。。。
每一次开心过后，一个人静静地，就会想到这些不愉快的事情。。
又害怕做决定。。怕自己会走错路。。会后悔。。
真的好想好想离开。。让自己休息一下。。
但却有太多的顾虑。。
前途，现在是一片黑暗的。。

2011-05-17T12:39:00.003+08:00

一位苦者找到一位和尚傾訴他的心事。他说：“我放不下一些事、一些人”。

和尚说：“沒有什麽事是放不下的”。

於是，和尚讓他拿著一個茶杯，然後就往裏面倒熱水，一直倒到水溢出來。

苦者被燙到，馬上鬆開了手。

和尚說：“這個世界沒有什麽事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就會放下”。

起初聽完這個故事，我一直在想，我們常說的“放不下一些事、一些人”，是不是因為我們還不夠痛呢？

痛了，自然就會放下。呵呵，原來人是這麼卑微的動物。沒有痛到心窩裡，是怎麼也不願意放下的。

我們究竟放不下的是什麽呢？真的是那些事和那些人嗎？還是自以為付出會有回報卻沒有回報的感情呢？

聽朋友說，“我愛了他那麼久，爲什麽他最後連看都不看我一眼？”、“我付出了那麼多，爲什麽最後會是這樣的結果？”......

種種種種，原來不都是為了自己的感受？

-摘自網路-

=(

2011-04-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

这样的日子究竟还会维持多久呢？

还能够挨下去吗？

有时候真想就这样离开。。

但我已经不小了。。不可以这么任性了。。

我改变不了事实，也改变不了自己。。

我真的不想再“试”了。。我已经给了自己一次又一次的机会。。

我不想再逼自己做不喜欢的事。。

我到底还要等多久？？

到底什么时候才可以解脱？？？

选择~

2011-04-11T22:35:00.007+08:00

又到了要做选择的时候~~

很庆幸我还有选择~还可以做选择~

但我却害怕做选择~~

一旦做了选择，就没有得再回头~~

未来，就是一个未知数~~

但我知道，我是不会后悔的~~

无论结果是怎样，我都会接受~~

因为经历，是自己的~~

little milky

2011-03-26T13:29:00.009+08:00

一直有打算以后有自己的家后想要养狗，但就是没想到这么快，就因为“她”。。也许这就是因为我们跟“她”的缘分吧！
这就是我们的小牛奶 ~~
<3~~milky~~<3

刚到家的时候，静静、乖乖、又无辜的模样。。

顽皮的Milky~~

爱捣蛋的Milky~总是一副无辜脸~

朋友们都结婚去了~

2011-03-05T15:26:00.009+08:00

十多、二十年的好朋友~

在三个月里面陆续踏上了结婚的红地毯~

步入了人生的另一个阶段~

美婷&家扬 @ 18.12.2010

忆佩&惠坤 @ 26.12.2010

玉薇&子根 @ 26.02.2011

时间真的过得很快~~还记得十多年前的我们是怎样的吗？

转眼间，我们都长大了。。你们都结婚去了。。

真的很开心。。也很感动。。你们都找到了属于自己的幸福。。。

愿你们，执子之手、与子偕老。。

糟糕~

2011-02-20T22:14:00.003+08:00

过了十五，新年就过完了~
但我和他的几个朋友好像还没过完似的~
因为这几天里，照样去朋友家，照样吃、喝、玩、乐~~

最近学会了一个新玩意~~还上瘾了~~

连续几晚都要玩上好几个小时。。连我的他都在埋怨了。。

不行了不行了！！我不可以再这样沉迷下去~~很糟糕的啦~~！！

CNY2011

2011-02-14T16:17:00.007+08:00

新年快乐+情人节快乐~~

还没过十五，对我来说还是新年~

但说实在，不懂是不是年级大了，总觉得今年的新年气氛真的没有很浓郁~过了初九拜天公，一切都好像恢复平静了，而且还恢复得挺快的~

话说今年的新年，跟以往一样，都是去了亲戚朋友家拜年，然后小赌怡情一下~

很开心可以和亲戚还有好朋友们团聚~~*朋友的照片还没到手，迟些再补上~

虽然说今年新年的假日比去年多，但总是觉得今年的过的特别快~正所谓“快乐的时光容易过”~去年的新年，拉大队前往槟岛的两天一夜游，记忆犹新~

今年大家都在大年初四、五就各自回到工作岗位了~

一年一次跟他朋友们的团圆饭和捞生~ 仅仅四天的“新年”还真的很不够咯~ 所以接下来的一个星期，就去看看贺岁片，进戏院继续感受新年气氛~大笑一场~
首先，有《最强喜事》，很废但很好笑~但至少都比之前两套的《喜事》系列好看~然后，去怡保和好姐妹一起看《我爱香港。开心万岁》，当然比前者好看也好笑~也有意思~也很有人情味~真的值得一看~ 而我们也开开心心的渡过一个简单又愉快又笑个不停的周末~

终结起来，这个新年是开心的~~因为开心不旨在过什么大日子、做过什么、去过哪里~最重要的是和谁一起渡过~~不需要很精彩或很特别~~简简单单，最是快乐~

CNY mood~

2011-01-31T22:55:00.002+08:00

Another 2 days~~it is Chinese New Year 2011 that we all are waiting for~~

today was a busy day in branch....the crowded never go down until 4pm...think it would be more terrible in the next 2 days...TI town also jam like never before dy...

This is so called CNY ambience in TI...which can only make me feel the CNY mood...hahaha...

Today is a good day for me...coz I have finally broke my 2011 big dinosour egg....2 eggs somemore...hehehe...hopefully more to come lor...don't wish to leave an ugly record here...lol

Happy Chinese New Year

Gong Xi Fa Cai~~!!

End of Jan 2011

2011-01-31T21:41:00.009+08:00

This month was a busy month for me...
After attending the 5 days smart sell programme, the next week, 24th&25th of January, attended our annual big event--National Sales Convention 2011...
The every event or course,etc of the company will be the gathering time for us...but this year, the sales convention are very different from last year....most of the members of our gang have left....our gathering was not as syok as last time dy....really miss the moment that we play around and sampat-ing.... The very Top Performer, Blackie(the guy sat in the middle)...from our Fastract 13...

The survival team of Fastrac 13....11 of us still survive in PBB...but next year...don't know how many of us will be here...

The trophy for Top 10 Achiever...not mine...and I don't think I will have that in my lifetime...lol

I'm a person who easily be motivate and demotivate....hahaha...when I face some obstacle in my work, I'll think to give up...but after attending some course or NSC like this time, I'll be motivated...but after come back to branch...back to the same...this shouldn't be happened for a sales person...that's why I always said that I'm not a sales person...I can't be a good sales person...and don't even like to be a sales person...

1st post

2011-01-17T21:50:00.006+08:00

My first post in 2011~~
I blog just simply because I wan to blog~~
Time flies~ the first month of 2011 already gone half~~
I have yet to break my egg for the year~~stress~~
Just after came back from Smart Sell Programme on 10th-14th Jan 2011~~a very enjoyable programme~~we really have fun there~~but the purpose of the programme is not just for fun~~they taught us a lots~~and we also learn a lots~~I do motivated during that 5 days~~but somehow when came back here~~I was like.......don't know how to say dy~~sigh~~feel disappointed on myself~~
Let's talk about some happy stuffs...first day going down kl with gavin and adelle, really have a lots of fun with u guys~~wahahha....waiting for our trip ya~~^^

the first day training, staying in Hotel Equatorial~~I ate a lots during these 5 days~~6 meals per day--morning breakfast, 10am sth tea break, lunch, afternoon tea break, dinner and supper~~I ate a lots cheese cake and spaghetti~~got chance to have dinner in Kampachi and luncheon Golden Phoenix in Equatorial~~fat sei me~~;P

play a lot games~~learn a lots from the moral of the games~~get to know a lot those top performers~~get a lot tips of selling~~yet to know whether it is useful for ppl like me...lol

My group in games session...and also the champion...Group Rabbit..^^

Members of Table 6...

the roommates of room no.217...

overall, this programme is fun, felt proud to attend this programme, don't know next time still got chances to go for the next level or not....hahahaah....anyway, hope everything will be smooth and i will also hope that i can stay as well~~~blessed~~

and last but not least,12th of Jan, every year, it is our anniversary...last year and this year, we also can't manage to spend time together....but it is ok for us...every day will also be our anniversary day if our heart are tighten together everyday....hehe...muaks muaks~~

尾声~

2010-12-30T21:43:00.003+08:00

2010年的最后第二天，发现我这一年来，真的很少写blog，从2008年的129，到2009年的83，现在看到2010年的33！！

唉~时间真的过得很快呀~明年，我就要在年龄栏哪填写“26”了~第三张“10”过了大半~

毕业后出来工作也有两年多了，在这两年里，看到了很多，经历了很多，学会了很多，也懂了很多。。失去过，也拥有过。。

虽然到最后，结果并不是自己想要的，但至少自己经历过了，对与错都不重要，也不会后悔。。这就是人生，不是吗？

习惯了每一年都会有个成绩单，今年，我给自己B吧！跟去年一样，没有什么大变化，或大成就，就只是我想要的“平凡”。。

虽然在工作上并不是很如意，但生活却是开心的，尽量不要让生活的一些小污点，影响自己。。毕竟生活不只是局限在那一小部分。。还有很多值得我去珍惜、争取和开心的事物。。不如意或不开心的，我都忘了。。简单、平凡、开心才是我想要的。。

2010年，就只剩下那最后一天了，开心因为明天是天降假期。。哈哈。。要去KL走走咯~

祝大家，2011年，新年快乐！！

习惯

2010-12-21T23:11:00.003+08:00

我现在的想法，跟一年前的是一样的。。
“记得我上一次写关于冬至的帖子好像是不久前的事。。。原来已经一年了！！”
“天啊~~~我人生的第三个十年已经过了一半了！！！好像还不能接受自己已经“长这么大了”！”

今天，又是搓汤圆的日子，每一年到了搓汤圆的晚上，心里都会有所感慨。。又过了一年啦~

总是会在冬至的时候来这里留下几个字，这好像已经是一种习惯了。。

习惯每一年的冬至，都会想到自己有老一岁啦~都会想到一年，就这样的过去啦~都会不得不感慨，时间真的不饶人啊~~

2010年，就只剩下那10天。。我还可以做些什么呢？

祝大家，冬至快乐！

08 & 09 November 2010

2010-11-23T20:53:00.008+08:00

My honey's birthday on 9th of November.....

Both of us take one week leave...this week was a wonderful holidays for both of us....

8th of November, we went down to KD....meet up with friends there...

BBQ steamboat at Kepong....

After dinner, head on to Bola Bistro in Sunway Giza....
The birthday boy...9th November the next day....shopping at Midvalley and have lunch at Sushi Zanmai....yum yum~~

Happy birthday to my dear....love ya...muaks muaks....^o^

坚强

2010-11-18T22:13:00.004+08:00

很佩服一位朋友，在生活面对那么大的转变过后，还能够每天面带笑容，坦然地面对，真的很难想象，她是怎么去承受这样的生活压力。。

她不说，大家还真的不知道她面对着这样的问题。。

我在想，如果这样的事发生在我身上，我是否也能够像她那样，那么的勇敢和坚强的去面对。。我不敢讲。。

她真的是个很乐观、很坚强的女子。。在面对困难的时候还会处处为人着想和帮助别人。。

努力的不让这件事情影响她。。

她说，她有自己一套舒解压力的方法。。为了生活，为了孩子。。她还是那个时时面带笑容她。。

她是那么的坚强。。我真的很佩服她。。

但愿他们能够尽快渡过难关。。重获那原本属于他们的幸福。。

感动。。

2010-11-18T21:20:00.008+08:00

有时候太完美的幸福让人畏惧，畏惧承受失去它的痛苦。
我开始害怕走到终点，害怕自己再也回不去。
你难道从来不怕吗？
我知道痛苦是会过去的，我只是需要好好的哭一场，让眼泪重新给我力量。
死亡让生命变得有意义。因为知道生命总有一天会结束，所以懂得珍惜。
人生里一定会有挫折，你的内心一定会有很多的伤口，可是不要害怕有伤口，我们只要具备着能够让我们的伤口长出一朵花的能力，那就已经很美了。。

刚刚看了一则李心洁新书[在我说愿意之前]的预告片，李心洁的话给了我很多的感触。。

她的每一句话都说进了我的心坎里。。她的文字真的很棒。。

幸福，真的不是必然的，而是努力争取来的，不论人生承受多少挫折，都当成学习，就算不能让伤口上开出一朵花，至少下次再碰到问题，要知道如何解决，让自己有能力让明天过得更好。

没有人的人生是没有挫折的，没有人的内心是没有伤口的。。要学会如何去面对，看待。。

人，真的是很渺小的。。生命，也是很脆弱的。。

现在拥有的，不代表永远都属于你。。不能拥有的，把它放在心里，也何尝不是另一种更有意义的拥有？

珍惜，并不是每天把它挂在嘴边，或公告天下的。。

是以行动去证明，用理智去看待。。

拥有或失去，不是用说了算。。心灵的拥有，才是真正的拥有。。

有时候觉得失去了，其实是拥有得更多。。学会知足了，才会看到真正的幸福。。

无题

2010-11-02T22:17:00.010+08:00

“一颗小石子放在远处，是那么无限的渺小；但若就放在你眼睛前面，却是无限庞大，是你眼内的全部，甚至占据你思维和世界……你怎么去看待世界，完全是角度的问题，所以还是活得开心点吧……”
今天在面子书看到友人的上载的这一段帖子，觉得很有意思。。
尤其是那一句

“你怎么去看待世界，完全是角度的问题，所以还是活得开心点吧... ...”

在我们的生活中，应多尝试以不同的角度来正面思考及多找机会去帮助他人，别在不知不觉中一味自私的为自己活着。。
世界上没有人是完美，我们不应该把他人的“不完美”放大，而忽略了他人的“好”。。

当我们在埋怨着某人的不是时，是否也应该想想他/她的好呢？

世界上不如意的事多的是，比我们更加不幸千百倍的人也很多。。
当我们在埋怨生活的时候，是否也应该想想那些比我们更加不幸的人呢？
我们应该凡事都从不同的角度去看待，多往好的方面去想，多尝试以平常心看待事物。。

遇到不如意的事，就不要把它放在心上，凡事都看开一些，因为世界上没有一个人、一件事、物是完美的，每一件事情的发生，都会有它的原因，为什么不要往好的方面去想呢？

宽恕他人，也等于宽恕自己，为什么不要对自己好一点呢？

要懂得知足和宽恕，才会获得真正的快乐。。

既来之，则安之。。船到桥头自然直。。

也不懂是不是自己过于“坚持”以上这两句名言，有时候觉得自己真的太天真，凡事都想得很简单。。

可能是我懒得去思考，所以不会去理会人家的闲言闲语，小时候爸爸教我，人家爱说什么，由他去，反正我不会少一块肉。。八卦事情，听听就算，不要去管人家的事情也不要意见多多，因为我只是一个旁观者，不会说话也怕说错话。。慢慢的，觉得自己有时候会傻傻的。。少用脑了，所以人也自然变迟钝。。

erm。。其实也蛮喜欢自己的不聪明。。太复杂的东西，想不通就不要想。。

只想做个简单、开心的人。。\(^o^)/

*前一阵子为了工作而烦心。。有一些事情想不通，现在想通了，我还是那一个开心的我。。呵呵~^o^

Coward

2010-10-30T13:41:00.007+08:00

I wish I can go back to the past~~
How I wish I could~~
Go back to my world which is ordinary and simple enough~~
No need to be so outstanding and excellent~~
Just simple enough~~
I'm a coward~~I always wish and try to be courageous and staunch~~but I'm failed~~
I'm a failure~~I get nervous and timid when facing with uncertainty~~even facing with strangers~~I lose my confident~~
I know how this can happen and I know the reasons~~I know how it should be and I know it is true and it is a fact~~
I'm knowing this better than others and I should do it in a right way~~I know the rules clearly and understand it~~
But I just afraid to face it, and failed to implement it~~
I should know my own ability, maybe I'm really do not have that ability~~
I'm a coward, a loser~~
Maybe I should try to let go~~I should try to find another way that is more suit to my character and personaliy, as I refuse to change it~~
Maybe I'll be more happy for not forcing myself to change to be seem capable and succeed~~=）=）=）

Lost again~~

2010-10-17T23:36:00.008+08:00

I don't know what happen to me recently...life seems like very busy(in fact is not)....until I lost another piece of memories in September again...=_=

The [Needs] post was wrote during August, until today I only got the mood and can pick out some time to complete it and post it out...and the idea of writing the post was different from the begining already...

During that time, I would like to share about my needs, which I think it couldn't be fulfill even the lowest needs, I found myself lost during that period...

I was downcasting for quite sometime...but I had tried to face it bravely, think positively and smile...

And now, I had found my way to solve it...that is not my problem that annoying me anymore...

So, the changes of the idea of writing the post, is good~~

Again, I will try my very hard not to miss out any piece of memories....at least one post per month...okok!!!

Needs

2010-08-27T16:31:00.006+08:00

My 3 years uni life in UPM, was a memorable moment in life...but 3 years study in uni, I almost gave all my knowledges back to UPM...Anyway, there have still some theories that I had learned gave me deep impression until today...and the one which is impress me the most and intimately related to our daily life is...Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs... Recently, I'm starting to think of my life...and reminded about this hierarchy of needs....

Maslow's hierarchy of needs is a theory in psychology, proposed by Abraham Maslow, an American psychologist. This defines every individual’s state of personality development. Marslow divided our needs into five levels, from the lowest to the highest in a pyramid form.

People will try to fulfill needs from the lowest part of the pyramid to the highest.

I'm not kind of people who like to have an excellent life...high achievement...prosperity....

my needs is simple enough...physiological, safety and love/belonging...ppl may think that i'm have not confident, no aspriration, or even useless....

for me, nothing will be more important than my family, friends and beloved one...as long as they can live healthy and safety...that is more than enough for me...

I appreciate what I'm having now...

No matter what happens, I will try to face it bravely, think positively and smile...

because I believe in "Law of Atraction" (another theory again~ =_= wat happen to me oh...lolz..)....

不开心

2010-08-24T23:40:00.007+08:00

我不开心。。
很久很久都没有这样子了。。好想大哭一场。。
我想，我真的没有想像中坚强。。
一直认为自己是可以坦然面对生活的。。对所有不愉快的事都可以一笑置之。。
我一直都是乐观的。。不是吗？
是我高估自己了。。
讨厌自己那么软弱。。
讨厌忍泪！！

Bored

2010-08-21T15:23:00.003+08:00

Time flies...is going to the end of the year already...i don't know whether it is only my mental reaction...feel that this year really past so fast...

I started to get bored...thinking to have something different and new in my life...thinking to change...is that easy??

王力宏「你不知道的事」

2010-08-21T14:16:00.003+08:00

超爱超爱这首歌~~♥♥♥

Pulau Langkawi

2010-08-12T21:26:00.024+08:00

This is a trip organised by branch....
We departed from Ti around 10pm, 30th July...the journey started with shakey sleeping night on bus....reach Kuala Perlis around 5am...wait until 7.30am to take ferry to langkawi Island...
Ah ney and I...at the jetty....

Me and Hooi Wen...on the ferry....

Arrived at Langkawi Island....with Chee Lin...

Group photo...
Ah ney + the big eagle = 牛魔王

His "water" in these two days....
Again, the same words....
4 ladies....
Look familiar ya this post??
The next day, Underwater World....

the most happiest moment ---first time saw real penguins....
So cute neh....

Me and penguins...

Big hor??? Like the fish that we always eat ---浦鱼。。。 want 四川蒸or清蒸?

Not bad lor...at least we saw those marine life that we hardly got chance to see....

The overall trip is...so so lor...I'm not really care as long as I can go jalan and relax with my "him" lor....=)

My Birthday 2010

2010-07-24T16:39:00.001+08:00

Thanks for my honey for celebrating my brithday trice this year...

Lunar birthday celebration...

It has been long long time I didn't held a birthday party...so this year ah ney decide to do one for me...
My earlier birthday celebration on 17th July 2010 at ah ney's house....thanks for my dearest friends who attended my birthday party...
My dear Yee Pui....
My birthday cake....
Surprise from ah ney...I like it so much....muaks muaks...

Thanks for all the birthday gifts....^O^

My birthday dinner at Sushi King.....

Another birthday boy who has the same birthday with me...celebrate at Q Box....

Both birthday girl and birthday boy....

Last but not least, birthday cake before the end of 19th July 2010....

19th July 2010

2010-07-19T16:41:00.005+08:00

Today is 19th July 2010.....
Today is 19th July 2010....
Today is 19th July 2010.....
Today is 19th July 2010....
Today is 19th July 2010.....
Today is 19th July 2010....
Today is 19th July 2010.....
Today is 19th July 2010....
As usual, I no need to work in 19th July of every year....
I just review back my older post....
In the past two years which I already graduated...during this birthday period...I'm jobless...=P
Luckily not for this year...I'm on leave only...luckily....
Just wanna take a good rest today...dont wanna think about those working stuffs....
Again, today is 19th July 2010...19th July 2010....19th July 2010....19th July 2010....19th July 2010....19th July 2010...
Today is my BIRTHDAY!!!
MY year 2010 BIRTHDAY!!! 2010...2010...2010...2010...2010...2010...2010...2010...
And.....I born in 1985...1985...1985!!!!!!
Means.....I already 25!!!!
Few more years ago....I'm still thinking what would I doing when I 'm 25??? Have my sucessful career and planning to get married on 25...but...time flies....now I'm already 25!!!!! and yet, I didn't plan to get married...thougth I'm still young....still want to shelter under my family....still dare not to build my own family yet....actually I'm getting old....T_T

25 years old....said young is not really young, said old it is not old also....

but what is my achievement??? for this 25 years??

career?? family?? money?? property?? future??

arrgghhh.....don't want to talk about this lah...isshh...
Coming to my birthday celebration this year...my ah ney had organized a BBQ party for me on last saturday....make people confused that saturday is my birthday...=P
Anyway, thanks for all my lovely friends who sacrifice their precious time to attend my BBQ party last saturday and thanks for all your birthday gifts....love you all....Muaks...♥♥
And also thanks for all the wishes no matter from sms or fb...thank you very muchie.....♥♥

\*(^0^)*/

我一定要成功！！

2010-07-13T21:33:00.005+08:00

不可以再这样下去了！！会一发不可收拾的！！！我接受不到咯！！！
我不要变肥！！！
六月开始，我就一直觉得自己好像肥了。。慢慢身边的人也开始说：“真的咯！”
最令我不能接受的是--我的腰不见了~~T_T 每天看到和摸到的是圆圆的~~手脚更不用说了~~
我不要！！！
一直以来我在朋友眼中都是“吃不肥”的，天生爱吃的我也从不收敛。。就一直秉持着“吃得是福”的信念。。吃、吃、吃、吃。。。。变成现在，我根本不敢去测量我的体重！！！
不行不行不行不行不行不行不行！！！！
真的不可以再这样下去了！！真的会一发不可收拾的！！！我真的接受不到咯！！！

我一定要减肥！！我一定要成功！！！

Cute Cute Baby Contest

2010-07-05T15:27:00.010+08:00

Here are some of the photos which I taken during my Cute Cute Baby Contest last weekend as I mentioned before....

The prizes...
I'm so happy to see those cute cute babies.....it is worth to come back work on Saturday....
see....so cute~~~~

The final result....

六月

2010-06-27T20:42:00.028+08:00

My schedule for June was full...

First week, my first time to drive alone to kl attending course....3 days 3 nights there....it was so tired...can't sleep well everynight...the most happiest thing over these 3 days is I can meet up with my dear friends Nicholas and Shirley....I drove back to Ti once the course was finished...it is soooo tired!!! I swear I won't drive alone to outstation again!!!

And the next day, I surpose to rest at home since I had take leave...but I still have to work also because of roadshow....a restless weekend then....The second week, a 2 days 1 nigth trip to Cameron with BSEs...it was a very happy gathering with them...we really have fun there....we play like child and laugh like crazy....really miss the happy moment with u all...Third week, 2 days 1 night trip to Penang with my family....it is a makan makan trip and we eat all penang's famous foods...yum yum~~ and this is also the first time we sing k together....at Neway Queensbay Mall...a very nice place to sing....

Cendol!!! drool~~~

Iphone google map make me mad!!! we lost!!!

Last week of June, roadshow again...but it is quite fun also because can see those cute cute babies of my "Cute Cute Baby Contest"....

160510

2010-05-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

有没有觉得最近的时间过得特别快？

也许是最近的生活变得比较规律吧！总觉得工作的日子过得很快。。。明天又是星期一了，很快最会到星期二、星期三。。然后很快又到了快乐星期五。。然后又到了一星期里时间过得最最快的周末。。

已经是五月中了。。2010年差不多过了一半。。发现自己真的越来越。。。没有东西写了。。部落格越来越少来更新。。。觉得生活变得越来越平凡了。。虽然有时候会发生一些不愉快的事情，但很快的我就会忘了，所以都不会在这里跟大家分享。。因为不开心的事情没必要去记下来。。至于开心的事，有时候又不知道要怎样用文字表达出来，有时候又会觉得没什么特别的，有时候又很懒惰。。。所以，这里有时候也会布满蜘蛛网和蘑菇。。。

很无聊~~都不知道自己在写什么的。。还是去睡觉吧！等有一天，我会回来的。。

Belly Dance

2010-05-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

Before I started my working life in TI, there have thousand plans in my mind...thought my working life will be very easy, I will have a lots of free time in this small town...so I planned to have a very healthy life style...I wanna start jogging, swimming...wanna learn yoga and dance....this and that....but end up I do nothing!!! The reasons are busy lah, no time lah, no one accompany lah, dunno where to learn dancing lah...

Lately, I'm free enough. I will just stay at home after work and doing nothing. Again I have start thinking to do some exercise because I found that I'm getting more lazy, more unhealthy, more fat, and more older dy...

And, I was attracted by this.....

I want to join belly dance class!!! And I already found someone to accompany me...no more excuses now!!! See whether success anot ya!!

我要看~~

2010-04-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

我要看~~

想要看《初恋红豆冰》，好像很好看酱。。

想要看《叶问2》，因为第一部很好看，希望第二部也不会让大家失望。。

Smile ;)

2010-04-25T21:44:00.010+08:00

You told me, your mouth's corner will rise automatically everytime you think of me...

it is same to me...

You told me, you like to see me smile....but I didn't smile most of the time....
You teach me, should learn to be positive...no matter what happens, you still have to face it, you still have to live...so why don't you face it positively and live happily?? Everything will be fine...

Just smile...;)

Thanks honey...

You are the only person who can always make me smile from the bottom of my heart.....<3

14042010

2010-04-14T21:06:00.002+08:00

很好了。。

这样已经很好了。。

我已经很满足了。。。

也许，这就是简单吧。。

也许，这就是幸福吧。。。

原来，记性不好，也是有好处的。。因为可以把不愉快的东西都忘掉。。

原来，算术不好，也不是件坏事。。因为不会计较那么多，人就会变得快乐很多。。

原来，容易满足，并不是没有要求。。因为只有自己，才知道自己追求的是什么。。

有时候放放空，也蛮不错的，因为这样就听不到别人有心或无意的闲言闲语。。

原来退一步，真的可以海阔天空。。

人，是很渺小的，如果你伤心痛苦，地球还是一样会转。。太阳还是会从东边升起。。

雨后还是会有彩虹。。

它们都不会因为你的伤心痛苦而改变的。。

不需要为小事耿耿于怀。。也不要把不愉快的事记下来。。

因为，我的心，只是拿来装“快乐”的。。

\(^o^)/

没那么容易

2010-03-31T21:34:00.002+08:00

前一阵子听到了很多“桃花事件”。。

有早前的“老虎”，到最近的“梁婆婆”。。

还有身边也发生好几宗类似事件。。

两个相爱的人在一起，最重要的是信任。。

为什么有些人情愿为了别人或一时的快乐，而选择背叛那一个和自己走过风风雨雨的人？

为什么有些人明明变了心，却还拼命为自己找借口？

为什么这个世界上，就是有那些不懂得珍惜的人？

能够找到跟自己相爱的人不容易，能够跟那个人一起走了那么长的路更不容易，更何况那个人是跟自己一起经历了风风雨雨的枕边人~~

两个相爱的人在一起，最重要的，还有包容。。

可是包容应该也有一个限度的不是吗？谁能够接受自己的另一半背叛自己呢？

这个世界，什么样的人都有。。怎么离谱的事情都会发生。。

在看到了那么多的“背叛”。。我们是不是应该珍惜身边的那个人呢？

虽然他不像人家那么懂得浪漫，也不像人家那么细心，更不像人家那么会说甜言蜜语。。

但我知道，他的心理只有一个人，他做什么事，都是为了那个人。。

只要两个在一起的人，都知道自己在对方的心里和对方在自己心里是多重要，很多事情，两个心灵相通的人知道就够了。。所有形式上的功夫，什么男女朋友应该怎样怎样的。。都不重要了。。

End of March

2010-03-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

又到了月尾。。我又差一点忘了，曾经说过了一定要时常来更新的。。

这两个月不懂为什么，总是觉得自己很忙。。但被问到为什么时，却答不出来。。

其实算起来，我的时间其实是蛮多的，只是大多数的时候，我都是在“懒”着。。

一天睡超过八小时，但永远都觉得自己不够睡。。

明明很早就放工回家了，但永远都会拖到八点多才真正得空。。

明明没什么东西做，但永远都不肯早点睡，然后又吵着说每天不够睡。。

明明知道没有吃早餐的人容易变老，但却不甘愿早起来。。

明明知道“世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人”，但还是懒得做保养。。

明明知道自己的生活习惯不健康，但还是因为一个“懒”字，而迟迟都不改善。。

看来，是时候好好检讨自己一下了。。

Piece of February

2010-03-07T22:56:00.003+08:00

I had lost a piece of year 2010's memories--piece of February.....

CNY's wrap up

2010-03-05T22:16:00.014+08:00

I just noticed that there has been one month plus I didn't update my blog already....
Actually I have a lot of thingys would like to share here but due to my lazying, here growing mushroom and spider net around...hahaha...
During the last month...
I have took up the courage to change fringe style finally... My 'him' was came back from Sg and went back work again...

I have not planning to buy so many new clothes but I had over budget after went out shopping with shopping queens...

TI were not as happening as last time before CNY...

He came back again after 1 week....

Started have CNY atmosphere in the last week before CNY....

Like the feeling before CNY than during CNY.... 3 days CNY holidays were surely not enough for me...but still have to work...

CNY is really a good time to do business....

First time wearing Cheong Sam....ppl thought PBB is hiring China Ladies to work...lolz...A very sweet and cute friend get married during CNY....a very sweet couple...The rest of the time of CNY....gambling gambling and gambling...

Opps...almost forgot that the first day of CNY is also Valentine's Day....we celebrated with friends together....since everyday is also our Valentine's day...=P And the most noisy night during CNY--Bai Tian Gong past, I thought I would back to normal life...

But still, in CNY mood because planning to travel then...

Makan-makan and jalan-jalan trip to Penang Island....a very enjoying trip and we really have fun there....

After Chap Goh Mei, officially end of CNY....tried very hard to get back my holiday mood back to normal....

Numb? Changed?

2010-01-27T21:50:00.007+08:00

It is a tough time....but I just have to do it....
It is stressful....but I just have to work it....
Last time when I have face this kind of problem, I would just cry and cry and cry....and depressing....down....moody....
Somehow, samething happened now, even more worst...I feel stress....I wanna cry....I wanna let off....but I just wonder....I didn't....
is it I'm thinking too positive?....or I'm not really care about it?....or I'm thinking too simply?....or I'm still not realise how serious it is the situation?.....or I take it too easy?....or I already numb....or I had.....changed?
I know it it realistic....work is like that....I know I might not good enough....I'm willing to learn....I'm trying my very best to work it....
It is a tough time...it is also a challenge for me....
I'm not blaming anyone....it is work...it is realistic....I accepted it....
although the percentage of success is very low and I might fail....
I glad that...I can really think it in a positive way....whatever they said I can just keep the right one and threw the one that coz me heart feeling....
Thanks for my colleagues who feel unfair for me and support me...
No matter how, we still have to work...why don't we work happily?

A very good experience

2010-01-22T23:10:00.032+08:00

This is my first time to attend such a big and grand convention...I thought our accommodation will be at Sunway Resort Hotel....but it is Pyramid Tower Hotel....hehe....it is good enough lah actually...
We arrived there around 5pm on Sunday....after checked in, we joint our own gang respectively....
Since I have informed that I'm going to attend NSC 2010, I was so excited...heard that it is a very grand event of PBB....have to wear coat! But i don't have!! and i have no time to buy also...so just sew lor...so it would be fit to my body mah...who know.....haiz....i don't wan to mention more lah...
Back to that day, after settled down, I went to join Serene at Pyramid, and I found that Padini's coats are very nice and cheap!! it is fit to me too!!! arghhhh~~~~I'm totally not satisfied with my coat!!! So i decided to send it back to the tailor after NSC and I want him to mend it until I satisfy!!!hmmp!!

Heard ladies have to wear shoes which is cover toes, but i don't have also. So I just planned to buy there, if cannot find just wear the old shoes, I think they won't spot check us kua~~but luckily i get one for myself....price is not expensive and it is very nice...like it very much...hehe...At night, Gavin suggest to go sing k because Red Box provide buffet dinner as well....we enjoyed the mini concert until 1am...
The next day, we woke up at 5.30am, shower, make up, everything done at 7am...went down to have our breakfast....
the cafe was so crowded...it is fully occupied by PBB staffs...we all were in same attire, same scarf for ladies and man in same tie as well....I have meet few UPM course mate here...all sales staffs but different position with me...
After breakfast, we registered our self and attended the grand convention....it is really grand...the whole nation and oversea PBB sales staffs were here...all together 1450 persons!!! can u imagine how big and grand is the convention...the ballroom is so grand and nice...while all people were paying attention in the convention, I'm only "tu ku" ing or chit-chating there...any important thing that announced there I also didn't realized until my friends inform me...paiseh...hahaha....After the morning session is our luncheon with our beloved chairman...Yang Berbahagia Tan Sri Dato' Sri Dr. Teh Hong Piow (such a long title~)...the way we walk from lagoon ballroom(where the convention held) to convention centre(where the luncheon held), we pass through pyramid shopping centre, we all were stared by people in shopping centre....we are big crowd with all black suit....like Gangster!!! wahahah...:P and finally I got the chance to experience the culture of PBB....This is also one of PBB's culture to "lou shang" earlier in NSC every year...earlier CNY celebration with our beloved Tan Sri...I have never experience such a grand event before...1450 persons surge toward Tan Sri's table to wish him!!! can you imagine how ''kua cheong" is it?
After luncheon, continue with sales convention. Nothing special happened except the announcement of TARGET INCREASED!!! @_@
2010 will be a tough year~~T_T
The rest time....photo, photo, and photo!!!At night, just dinner at KimGary, window shopping, Station 1, and photo-ing...we can see a lots PBB staffs in most of the places in Sunway....The next day, nothing special....attended the seminar called " Sales Ninja Warriors"...not motivating at all....and the event was ended at 3.30pm and everyone departed to their own way...Basically, I'm very enjoy in this two days...the convention, the luncheon, the event, the seminar, and the precious time with my friends....
I'm wondering when will be our next gathering, will we able to meet each other anymore....since the members of our gang are getting lesser...most of them were quited...one or two of them are going to leave us too....only few of us still survive...sigh~~

Anyway, I glad that I had experienced such a big and grand event....I'm proud to be a PBB banker!!
"Be together, we are the BEST!!!"

9th Anniversary

2010-01-12T22:10:00.018+08:00

Today is our 9th anniversary....this is also the 1st time that we didn't being by each other in anniversary day....:'(

Ah ney had leave me and working in Singapore already....

As I mentioned before...I will support you, no matter what is your decision...I'll learn to be independent...You no need worry so much about me....

Anyway, thanks for gave me a surprise today...:)And thanks for being by myside for the past 9 years....

I found that we don't have photos in year 2001, 2003 tim....=P

anyway, ah ney, thanks for everythings.... Muaks....

Big Changes in 2010

2010-01-03T15:14:00.002+08:00

I'm a person who hate CHANGES!!! I just want a simple life....as I always mentioned...But, no matter how...it is a fact...so I still have to accept it, adapt it and improvise...

I couldn't change the situation, so I have to change myself...

I know it is a tough time for you and me...our plan for future might be altered and postponed....think it in a positive way....it is a challenge for you and me...it is good for us...I believe in your ability...

Sometime I'm too dependence on you, I depend on you whatever I do....so let it be a challenge for me as well to be independent...

New Year Resolution

2010-01-02T14:19:00.005+08:00

As I promised, I would like to list down all those memorable and precious stuffs in year 2009...

But, I found that there have not much changes in the year excepted I jumped from AmBank to Public Bank...and I found that more and more of my friends is getting married....happy for them...

Year 2010 is totally far away different from year 2008...my dreams came true in year 2008...in year 2009, it is a quite ordinary year for me...

Anyway, past was past...everythings became history...take it as a lesson...what I have to do now is just look forward to the new 2010!!!

If I have to give myself a score in year 2009, I would give B.

One thing that I felt regreted is in year 2008 to year 2009, I didn't manage my finance very well...I didn't spend or save my money in a proper way....when I relized it, it was too late...It is my failure.

So, I'm started to do my financial plan since I started work in PBB, I learn how to save my money and spend it at the proper way....

I can't remember where do I found this statement :

"People become rich not by how much they earn, but by how much they save and invest!!!"

Can't denied that people rich because they earn more than us, but even we earn lesser than those people, we still can save more than those people if we well manage our financial stuffs...

Other than that, overall my year 2009 is super ordinary....

I appreciated God gave me and my family and all my beloved friends a very safety and happiness journey in 2009...

I wish it is same to 2010...I wish all my beloveds live healthy and happily in 2010....as simple as 2009....

Happy New Year 2010!!!

2010-01-02T13:32:00.002+08:00

Happiee New Year 2010!!!!

Make a wish!!Make a wish!!!

I wish I can become richer and richer!!wahahahaha!!!!

The above statement is just for fun lar...

My actual wish in year 2010 is

All my beloved family and honey and friends and all people around me live healthy and happy in year 2010!!!

2010 gonna be a GOOD GOOD YEAR!!!!!

Let's kick it!!!

The last 3 days in 2009

2009-12-28T23:50:00.004+08:00

This is the very last 3 days in year 2009...

I had graduated for almost 2 years...

In year 2008, I get a flying result for myself...

But....in year 2009, what had i done? what had I achieved?

I found that...I'm doubt...I'm lost...

I hate the feeling...I hate people impress me on "that" way....

Thanks a lots Adelle for the advice....she makes me feel much more better...

We came so far...we are different from the rest!!

We are the person who can handle those "problem" because we faced those "problem" the most...and definitely we learn more....

"Practise make Perfect" I believe it!=)

Back to my title...2009 is going to the end...is time to conclude all those things happend in the whole year...

I'm trying to cast back all the memorable things and precious moments of the year....

Yes this is a MUST!!! Because it is an yearly appraisal for myself!!

See what I score for myself in year 2009 in my next post...

冬至快乐

2009-12-22T22:31:00.005+08:00

这是我们家今年的汤圆。。。

有没有发现它跟去年的有什么不同呢？嘻嘻。。。

今年的冬至要做工，所以回家吃饭后当然要来一碗汤圆啊！我发现我好像一年只吃一碗汤圆。。难怪妈妈准备的汤圆粉量也越来越少。。

每年吃汤圆代表又老一岁了。。如果不吃的话，是不是就不会老呢？哈哈。。

祝大家，冬至快乐！！

又是冬至的到来~~

2009-12-21T23:06:00.006+08:00

记得我上一次写关于冬至的帖子好像是不久前的事。。。原来已经一年了！！
不好意识哦~刚刚搓汤圆的时候忘了拍照，所以只好拿去年的照片咯！嘻嘻。。
时间过得真的很快！！我的一位同事跟我说过，“当你到了23、24岁的时候，你就会开始察觉到23、24岁到30多岁这段时间是过得非常快的！！！”
天啊~~~我人生的第三个十年已经过了一半了！！！好像还不能接受自己已经“长这么大了”！
随着年龄的增长，人也改变了许多。。。想的东西也跟以前不一样了。。。多了一份顾虑。。。开始想到未来。。。我的未来。。我真的只想平平淡淡的过。。。我要的。。也只是平凡的生活。。。我求的。。。也只是身边的人都平安健康。。。

Just for sharing...

2009-12-14T21:44:00.005+08:00

Grab this article from my cousin's blog....just to share with my friends here...

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人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。

如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。

因为你自己的内心，你放不下。

好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。

你随时要认命，因为你是人。

这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。

你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。

每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。

当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？

根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？

忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。

永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。

得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，那是因为你对他了解太少，没有时间与他相处在一起。

当有一天，你深入了解后，你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。

这个世间只有圆滑，没有圆满的。

不要刻意去猜测他人的想法，如果你没有智慧与经验的正确判断，通常都会有错误的。

你要感谢告诉你缺点的人。

时间总会过去的，让时间流走你的烦恼吧！

不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的大恩。

感谢上苍我所拥有的，感谢上苍我所没有的。

当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，你只能拥有这件东西，如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。

人的心若死执自己的观念，不肯放下，那么他的智慧也只能达到某种程度而已。

如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。

多少人在今天已经见不到明天的太阳，多少人在今天已经成了残废，多少人在今天已经失去了自由，多少人在今天已经家破人亡。

恶口永远不要出自于我们的口中，不管他有多坏，有多恶。你愈骂他，你的心就被污染了，你要想，他就是你的善知识。

你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫。

世界原本就不是属于你，因此你用不着抛弃，要抛弃的是一切的执著。

万物皆为我所用，但非我所属。

学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。

成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。

发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。

你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。

爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。

人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。

如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。

（摘自邮件）

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我相信，平凡就是幸福。。。

所以，一定要学会珍惜。。。

Learning...

2009-12-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

I'm learning...
Learning very hard and trying so hard....

魔术方块

2009-12-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

凡事，都会有很多面。。

正面、背面、上面、下面、左边、和右边。。。

就像魔术方块。。。

当有人跟你说，它是橙色的。。

然后你看到的一面，又是橙色的。。
难道，它就真的是橙色的吗？

它真正是什么颜色的？它还有你没看到的另一面。。

看到的，或听到的，都不一定是事实。。。

不要让自己局限在一个框框里，把视野放大，不要让自己变成一个心胸狭窄的人。。

片面之词，就像看图说故事，人家要怎么说，就怎么说。。。

我们有自己的想法，何必让别人去左右呢？

开心是味良药

2009-11-29T11:40:00.004+08:00

人在愉快时，

机体分泌有益的激素，

有些物质的活性也增加。

这些物质可以增加神经的兴奋性，

调节脏器的功能，增强体质。

所以说，开心，也是药。

那么，“开心药”在哪里呢？

受推荐的“开心药”：

1。和睦为乐

2。打扮俏丽为乐

3。助人为乐

4。交友为乐

5。自娱为乐

6。说笑为乐

7。学习为乐

8。廉洁为乐

（摘自《星洲日报》）

对我来说，最佳的开心良药，就是把心胸放宽大。。。

人活在这世上，一定会有很多的是是非非。。。

每个人都有自己独特的观点，每个人都会觉得自己是对的。。。

是是非非，对对错错，我们往往都会从自己的观点出发。。。

把心胸放大，凡事看开一些，不要那么斤斤计较，要学会“宽恕”。。。

“宽恕”，是人间最大的美德。。。记得在几年前写过一篇关于“宽恕”的文章。。。那时候的我，还在学习着，怎样做到真正的“宽恕”。。。

现在的我，不敢说真的能做到“心胸阔大”。。。凡遇到不如意的事情，都会想到“宽恕、宽恕”。。。因为这样子，心情真的会好过一点，想想，你是个宽宏大量的人，没必要跟人家斤斤计较。。。一些小事情，就让一让吧！所谓：“退一步，海阔天空”嘛！！

我通常都不喜欢把不开心或不如意的事放在心上，有些事情过了就算。。。没必要去“回味”。。。不要常想人家的不好，想想自己也不是完美的。。。当你要求别人应该怎样、怎样时，想想自己是不是可以让一步呢？如果让一步，真的可以海阔天空，何乐而不为呢？

“如果上帝关上了你的门，一定还会为你开另一扇窗！”有听过类是这样的话吧！凡事往好的方向想，人也会开心一些。。。这个世界，有太多的烦恼了。。。如果每天都要为一些小事而不开心，人生短短几十年，难道你想你的人生大部分的时间都在不开心吗？

相信每个人心中都会有一贴“开心良药”，其实只是在于我们肯不肯去取一贴。。。

我找到了我的“开心良药”。。你呢？

No Matter

2009-11-25T22:22:00.004+08:00

No matter what is your decision....

I'll always staying beside you and support you....

No matter how....

BSE's gathering

2009-11-22T23:48:00.004+08:00

Though we have gather for a very short time....it is happy meet you all.....

Gonna miss ya....^^

Congratulation!!

2009-11-21T23:37:00.001+08:00

Congratulation to yeepui's sister--yee khoon...

GongXi GongXi...

Bangkok & Pattaya Trip

2009-11-20T20:11:00.030+08:00

I know it is bloody late to upload my bangkok & Pattaya trip photos here, aiks....really lazy after came back from trip....

Our whole journey were just follow whatever schedule provided by the tour guide, so you see the place we visited were like zoo, temples, Thai's culture show.....it sounds very boring right?

well, our Bangkok trip is still very enjoyable and we really have fun there....

But there were be regretful for didn't try any local special foods like Mango+Stick Rice, Meehoon soup, a lots of special snack.....

Anyway, I hope that I can travel to Bangkok again to find out more fun stuffs and......SHOPPING!!!! Hee~~

Here some photos to share with ya...

He was so excited to see his friend here...Heineken =P

1st day at Zheng Huang Temple, Bangkok.

Have fun at Bangkok Zoo...

Delicious bird net....yummy~~

Jalan jalan along Walking Street after funny Ah Gua's Show...

1st time to touch and hold a bigger cat....

Ladies' must go---Chatuchak

McD Samurai Pork Burger

Arrived at Bangkok with a single luggage, departed with FIVE!!!

For more photos, will be uploaded in facebook very soon....

Tired~~

2009-11-12T22:25:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Bangkok on Monday....I'm bloody tired....

I'm not feeling well today...have no time to upload and share with ya about my Bangkok trip...

Feel very sleepy now, will come back to you all very soon...

good night~~~

Out of Malaysia

2009-11-03T23:43:00.004+08:00

I'll travel to Bangkok from 5th to 9th NOV...happy~~=D

Anyway, I have started my holidays from tomorrow until 10th of Nov...hehehe...

See ya soon....\(^O^)/

生气！

2009-10-31T15:01:00.004+08:00

讨厌那些自以为是，姓马的猪！！！

昨天我和他到政府大楼去申请护照，那里的工作人员都很友善，也不会很慢。。。心想政府部门也不是个个都那么差吧？偏偏就是有那些害群之马！！

ah ney是在沙巴州出世的，所以IC是xxxxxx-12-xxxx的，之前的工作人员也告诉我们，如果他在这里申请护照，就会完全跟沙巴州脱离关系，以后要是沙巴人有什么特权或优惠，他都没有权力享有，除非要经过某些程序，但那程序需要花一个月的时间！！我们下星期就要出国了，哪等得及？所以我们就说不必了，反正他只在那里出世及住没几个月，父母也是道道地地的安顺人！然后就ok了！

就在我们等待付钱的时候，那个自以为是的“OFFICER”就来刁难我们了。。

他说这样是“against the law，it can be challenge in the court!! 你们现在说不介意跟沙巴脱离关系，因为你们还很年轻，我怎么知道以后你们会不会再回来说我们没有跟你讲清楚这个问题呢？”还问我们去那里，我们就说要出国玩啊，他却说，玩，跟这个是两会事！！玩，是自己要去玩的，不像去做工或读书那又是另一会事！他的意思就是说，现在护照做不到，你可以不要去玩的咯！！我们就问他要怎么办呢？他就一副嘲笑我们的样子，没办法，我们一定要跟这规矩走，大概要一个月，也可能会更早。我就问他，我们下个星期要出国了，没有其他的办法吗？你可以写一封信给我们签名，证明是我们自己同意在这里做护照，我们自己同意跟沙巴脱离关的，他却说就是那封信要等一个月！！还一直强调“玩”和这个是两会事！！什么屁哦！！！

我已经一脸不爽了！！他又问父母是哪里人？在沙巴住多久？ah ney都是好声好气，还对着他笑，我真的没脸看他的衰样！！最后他进去问了那个坐在房里，应该是比较“大粒”的，然后叫我ah ney带Birth Cert和父母的IC副本来，但是要等星期一才可以做，因为那时“已经”快接近四点了！！他们不是五点十五分才关吗？ah ney就想问他如果拿来了是不是就可以申请到了？还需要什么？还没问完，他就说：“you jangan “kalau kalau”,sekarang you nak minta tolong dengan kami, you bawa apa saja yang kami minta, then we only decide!”哇！！我真的是气到~~~~ @#$%^^$**&%##^&

那只猪走了以后，另一个工作人员就问我们住哪里，现在回去拿还来得及的，应该没问题的。。ah ney便立刻飞回去拿，结果还不是可以做到！！根本就是那只猪特地找砸嘛！！自以为了不起！！

我知道他们有他们的规矩和程序，但我们也只是想解决问题嘛！！我们可是好声好气的询问咧！！干嘛摆出一副好像我们是野蛮人特地来找砸的样子？我们只是问看要如何解决问题啊！！

我们又不是野蛮顾客！！白白给他骂！！生气！！！

原本昨天plan好要办的事情都因为这件事情耽误了我们的时间而办不到了！气死我了！！

Need?or No Need?

2009-10-30T12:49:00.003+08:00

People like to just say NO!!

They know it is reality!!

"NO NEED AT THE MOMENT!"??

But, when the time when you really need it, do you think that you are still able to get it?

Stressed and Desserts

2009-10-21T21:18:00.005+08:00

"Stressed" is just "Desserts" if you can reverse.
只要逆向观看，“压力”，就是“甜点”。
生活中有许多压力、挫折，转个观念、换个角度看，它也是我们生命中的甜点。
努力当儿虽有必败，但不轻易放弃，最后的奖赏，就是“甜点”。
**谢谢为胜传给我的简讯。

假面超人

2009-10-18T21:52:00.004+08:00

为什么有些人可以每天带着面具做人？

为什么有些人可以用这样的方式来交朋友？

每天带着面具不辛苦吗？

假假的笑不觉得很虚伪吗？

为了让别人觉得自己很好很友善而带着面具做人，哪你的人生会快乐吗？

你会有真心的朋友吗？

就算让你赢了全世界，你会觉得光荣吗？

最讨厌那些表面对人很好，却会在背后捅你几刀的人！

最讨厌那些爱说别人坏话的人！！

最讨厌虚伪的人！！

最讨厌那些超爱面子的人！！

最讨厌最讨厌最讨厌“假面超人”！！！

BBQ Night

2009-10-18T13:07:00.011+08:00

My dearie friend--Yipy, like to organize party....last night, she had organised a BBQ party at her house....Here some photos to share with.....

acting...hahah...

Pui and her hubby...

Pui, Wei, and Er...

fat babi and me...=P

老人家

2009-10-10T14:02:00.007+08:00

可怜的老人家。。孩子一个是医生，一个也受过高等教育的，好几个孙子孙女还有孙媳妇都是医生，两个这么“高等”的家庭，为什么没有能力照顾一个年迈的老母亲？？

这令我想起多年前Petronas那一则感人的广告。。。几个老人家在炫耀自己的孩子多有本事，却不及一个平凡的孩子那么孝顺。。。

刚刚还在Facebook看到一则短片，

不要忘记，你也曾经用手拿食物吃，你也曾经拉撒在裤子，你也曾经需要妈妈牵着你的手走路。。。

她并不是病得很严重，只不过人老了，行动比较慢，并不至于吃、喝、拉、撒都需要人帮忙那一种，她需要的只是家人的关怀而已啊。。或许他们“真的太忙了！！”或“不想的！！”或“家家有本难念的经”，这个我们不知道。。。

当你们有了自己的家庭了，会像“他们”那样，或用各种理由，把年迈的父亲或母亲送进安老院吗？

Sick

2009-10-07T22:22:00.002+08:00

Today is the first time I took MC....suffering from flu and sore throat....I slept until 11.30am this morning...and I'm feeling much more better now after seeing doctor...

While blogging just now, ah ney bought me a "hong dou sha", which I like to have it every month during that time...thanks ah ney...muaks...

Back to work tomorrow....

071009

2009-10-07T21:14:00.003+08:00

刚刚在某某部落格八了一下，看到了以下这句话————

“每个人都应该好好思考一下，那些给予自己更多关怀和帮助的朋友是否得到了自己的重视，是否因为他们是你的家人，觉得他们永远不会离开你而就不去关心他们……”

仔细想一想，有时候，我们是不是真的忽略了身边一些关心我们的人。。。

我们都知道，家人永远是最关心和最重视我们的人。。。没有任何东西会比家人更重要。。。

还在念大学的时候，无论如何都会想尽办法抽时间回家，虽然回到了家还是会出街，但就是喜欢那种在家的感觉，喜欢在家和兄弟妹们讲来讲去，喜欢一家人一起吃饭。。。

毕业了回来家乡工作，换大肥妹妹去念大学，哥哥一样在kl工作，不久弟弟也要上大学了。。一家人相聚的时间越来越少。。。都长大了。。

时间真的不留人。。再过几年，可能我们也会有各自的家庭了。。。

我什么都不求，只求我的家人都能够平平安安、开开心心。。。

Ease of Mind

2009-10-04T23:36:00.004+08:00

I have so long time din enjoy a such free weekend....

Since I had started my working life last year, I never have a ease in my weekend...I also can't recall what I'm actually done during the past....I always feel that I'm very tired and exhausted during the whole 2 days in the weekend....

These 2 days, I'm had felt the ease of mind, stressless and relax(because now is only the beginning of month..:P).....or maybe because I had enough nap in these 2 days' afternoon...hee....I have soooooooo~~~ long time din have afternoon nap dy....:P

Anyway, Monday Blue is still coming to me like usual....@_@

Have to strive toward my target dy....Wish me good luck ya~=)

Happy~

2009-10-04T12:46:00.003+08:00

I have achieved my target for the first month, give myself a little claps....hehe~~

A new month, I have to start from zero, I wish I can do it better and consistently....

Thanks my dearest colleagues for giving me a lots of guidance and supports....

I'll DO MY BEST!!!

它走了。。:'(

2009-09-25T21:44:00.033+08:00

When it was just little, I can just hold it like this....

It was so cute and docile....

as I always play around with it...

It just like to sleep at anywhere with any pose...

It likes to stare on you with this innocent face...

It likes to be stroked....

It likes to shout out everytime it came back home to tell us that it was back....
But....I can't hear its mew any more.....can't stroke it anymore....can't play with it anymore......

My lovely Obeiniao.....:'(

经典名句

2009-09-22T18:59:00.005+08:00

“记住，真正有气质的淑女，从不炫耀她所拥有的一切，她不告诉人她读过什么书，去过什么地方，有多少件衣裳，买过什么珠宝，因她没有自卑感。。”

忘记在什么时候看过亦舒的这一段经典名句。。。从来都没有看过亦舒的作品（应该是说很久都没有看书了。。=P），却对这个作家一点都不陌生，只因常常会在报章上或书局里看到这个名字。。。那天刚好在报章上看到了这段名句，觉得蛮有意思的，便上网找了一些相关资料。。

原来她有很多经典名句咧！除了以上这句，我最喜欢的还有

“做人要含蓄点，得过且过，不必斤斤计较，水清无鱼，人清无徒，谁又不跟谁一辈子，一些事放在心中算了？”

还有“最佳的报复不是仇恨，而是打心底发出的冷淡，干嘛花力气去恨一个不相干的人”。。看似简单的几个字，却含有蛮深意义。。佩服佩服。。

Learn

2009-09-22T16:05:00.006+08:00

I need to learn how to save money...

I have to save more money as I always over my budget...

During my Fastrac Programme, Mr. Ng ask us to draw 10 things that we wish to have in the next 5 years...I think and think and think...I realised that I never ever think deeply about my goals before...finally, I cincai draw 10 things lor...and I don't think I'm really wish to...some might be true and some might be not...

but one things that I can't deny is...most of the dreams need to be fullfill with the present of "Money"....No matter the "dreams" are my "real dreams" anot, I would try to achieve it as I already drew it out...

I have to think about it seriously, what is my goals? without goals, life is meaningless...

So, as my salary rate was much more different with the past, I have to learn how to save more money, how to manage my financial matter in a proper way...in other to fullfill my "dreams" ..

21.09.09

2009-09-21T18:24:00.011+08:00

好久没有写blog了。。

一、是因为没时间，二、是因为太懒惰了。。

正式“开工”了接近一个月，成绩还不错，应该是一个好的开始，千万不要像以前那样就好。。。

受训时认识了一群来自不同地方的朋友，一起上课一起玩闹，有点像回到大学时代的感觉。。真的很高兴认识你们。。要一起加油哦~~ 由于新认识的朋友大多数是刚毕业出来的新人，感觉上自己好像很老酱。。=(有时候觉得自己真的很幸运。。可以这样，我已经很满足了。。好啦好啦！！都不知道自己到底要写什么了。。

以后不管怎样，也一定要来这里update一下，不然荒废太久了，都不知道要从何开始写，文法会变差，头脑变迟钝，记忆力也会衰退，人会变笨变老。。。=$

刚完成长达一个星期的Fastrac Programme，一回来就是四天的假期，心情好愉快。。

昨天陪家人多看了一次超搞笑的《吓到笑》，今天去了变成超肮脏的Sungai Klah Hot Springs泡温泉，几开心一下咯。。哈哈。。

还有还有，今年有很多人结婚哦。。身边的朋友一个个去登记注册结婚，有的选在090909，有的20092009，都是好日子。。有的今年就要摆酒行华人传统仪式，正正式式的结婚。。有的说要多等几年。。以下是两对在昨天20092009注册的新人--胡毓国夫妇以及林杰通夫妇。。嘻嘻。。。

(照片来源：AiLin's Facebook)

无论如何，都要跟你们说声恭喜恭喜哦！
也因为这样，每个人都会问我同一个问题--“几时轮到你们啊？”而我的答案也只有一个--“多几年先啦！”。。
不是我在敷衍大家，这是真的。。我真的没有想过要这么早就把自己嫁出去。。
总觉得自己还很年轻，真的不想这么快就离开家里，还想好好享受一下所谓的自由，不想这么快被“婚姻”束缚，我并不排撤婚姻，相反地还蛮期待，只是，我也很享受那种“期待”，要知道，当新娘是女孩子一生最期待的，到了那个时候，就会像箭一样“唆”一声就会过了。。所以还是慢慢来吧，我不急。。

No more Honey Moon

2009-08-30T18:31:00.001+08:00

No more Honey Moon....My sales target will be started on this coming Tuesday....

我真的可以做到吗？

I'm Back!!

2009-08-22T17:37:00.002+08:00

I just came back from training yesterday...

The first month of a new job is always meant Honey Moon...initially my training should be end on 28 August, but it has been postponed to 14 Sept to 18 Sept...

The first day or before the training is always make me feel uncomfortable...but after get to know each others there...it is very funny and enjoyable there...

I'm pretty tired after came back...will come back to you all very soon...

Holiday going to the end...

2009-07-30T16:14:00.004+08:00

After 3 weeks holidays, I'm going to start working on next Monday...
I'm lazy enough, I have waste this 3 weeks time, I didn't go anywhere, no any special activities during this 3 weeks...Lazying all the time!!!!
I feel uncomfortable when thinking to work...because the new job is totally strange to me...it is hard for me to go into the new environment, new job, new boss, new colleagues, new customers, new working life!!!!
I afraid that I can't adapt it.
I hate pressure...
I hate being observe by people...
I hate to face those fussy and arrogant customers...
I hate office politic...
But, what to do?
I wish my new job won't give me too much such problems....though it is kind of impossible...
We live to work and work to live....
No matter how, we still need to work...
What we can do is, try try try try try try and tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
to enjoy our work, to love our job, this is only way can make ourselves feel better and also the only way we can achieve our goals....otherwise, life will be tougher and tougher....they wouldn't have happiness in life....

Untitled

2009-07-28T18:11:00.004+08:00

There has been 2 weeks time since I have resigned. Recently I have received a lot of comments from my ex-colleagues about their works. I don't want to mention what's the comments about because it is p & c.
I'm lucky. That's only what can decribe my feeling now. For my colleagues, wish u all good luck and all the best lah...

p/s: My ex-colleague called me just now and told me that "the manager" condemn me!!! And what he has condemn is not the truth!!! There has no such things!!! But I don't care dy. What I would like to mention is....I'm super lucky because I have leave!!!! Just like what my colleagues and my ex-boss, Mr. Khor said. Hng!!!

19 July 2009

2009-07-20T13:37:00.004+08:00

This is my third birthday cake....

Thanks Ooi, Yi and Ying for the celebration.... Yummy birthday cake....Fruits Cocktail~~

Thanks a lots my dear frens....Muaks~~~

Phuture & Zouk

2009-07-20T13:03:00.004+08:00

We came here to celebrate my birthday two years ago....

Tonight, same date and same place, we hanging out here again....

Pretty Elyn and I....
2 stupid fellows...Here the funny pics....swt!!

Here the ladies....

18 July 2009

2009-07-20T12:06:00.010+08:00

My earlier birthday celebration at Quattro with my dearest friends.....

Shirley, Jennifer, Daniel and myself....

Today is special because there have a new friend here~~Abby...her birthday is same with me....
Here 2 birthday gals....hee~~Our birthday cake~~ Me and Ah Ney.... Dear friends, thanks a lots ya....Muaks~~~

Surprise

2009-07-20T11:46:00.004+08:00

17 July 2009....surprise given by ah ney....

My Love shape birthday cake....Thanks Ah Ney....Muaks~~

19 July 2009

2009-07-19T23:22:00.004+08:00

Another 38 mins, Today will go into the end...

Today is my big day....=)

Happy Birthday To Me~

I have a wonderful and happy day as what you all have wish me...

I would like to use the rest of 30 mins now, to shout out to all my dear frens....

Thank You Very Muchhhiee~~~

It is unforgetable and I'm so HAPPY just because of you all....

Big Muaks \(^*^)/

My First Macoroni

2009-07-16T14:49:00.006+08:00

Today I'm not cooking spaghetti, but.......

Macoroni.....hee~

Macoroni with mushroom and cheese....

Boring~

2009-07-15T17:24:00.002+08:00

Today is only the second day of my holidays, I felt boring!!!! Facebook-ing for whole day dy....=_="

I'm planning to go kl, to meet my beloved friends there, to meet my aunties and chou bebe there...

I'm planning to go Ipoh, to meet my dear puipui...

I'm thinking to rebonding my messy hair tomorow, but still consider that now is the right time anot?

Last but not least, I'm thinking to go shopping~~but I'm current status is jobless...have to save money....T_T

Anyone, please give me suggestion on what else can I do?

Last....

2009-07-14T13:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday is my last working day in AmBank, feel a bit "bu she de"...

Thanks for all my x-colleagues...thanks for the gifts from you all....

I'm working here about one year already...i already adapted to the work, the environment, the colleagues, the customers, and etc....anyway, I'm still decide to leave here...

So now, i'm enjoying my 3 weeks holiday which is hardly got in working life....

So, I'm planning to fully utilize my holidays!!

So, I'm planning to enjoy it to the max!!

So, I'm planning to forget whatever that annoy me!!

So, what I want now is just "happy"!!!

Just photo

2009-07-09T22:30:00.005+08:00

Short trip to Lata Kijang, Cenderiang..

Beautiful waterfall...

and us...

任性

2009-07-08T00:05:00.005+08:00

我觉得我今天有点过份了。。但我真的觉得真的很浪费时间。。。既然我已经决定了，为什么还要做那些无谓的事情。。不单只浪费时间，还浪费公司的钱，浪费我的精力，浪费他们的口水，我真的真的不想去。。无论他们怎么说，最后我还是拒绝了。。
原来拒绝上司们的好意是那么的困难，我真的觉得不好意思，我觉得这不应该是我会做的事情，但今天我却做了，今天的我真的很任性，完全不听人家的劝告，现在想起来真的觉得有点内疚。。就像我同事说的，应该“好来好去”，她说的也不是没有道理。。。
只是我真的不想去，既然我都已经要离开了，我不想委屈自己，去那边真的是no point的，倒不如我用这段时间来settle完我手头上的工作。。
或许是说，我不知道去到那边要怎样面对他们吧！
一句话说完，我今天真的很任性！！
心理很不舒服，觉得自己拒绝了他们是很过份，我不知道要怎样解释我现在的心情。。
但如果再重来，我想我还是会做回同样的决定，但我真的不想撕破大家的脸，这种感觉真的不好受。。。