我要的世界

一个小小的空间。。。写下关于我小小的故事。。。记录我生活的点点滴滴。。。

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Puzzle

Suddenly got the interest to assemble puzzle, this puzzle is my brother's gift presented by his friend.
I'm such a lazy gal, i have no the endurance to finish it, and 70% of the puzzle was completed by my brother....lol
We have finished it in half day time, this is the completely picture.

Monday, May 26, 2008

Spaghetti

I have intended to make spaghetti from a very long time ago...until last week, i promise my family to make it on sunday, and i did....
The ingredient
Ta Da!!!Spaghetti Chicken Bolognese with Cheese...

Though my spaghetti look not very nice, but my family and my ney said its taste good oh...hehe...

Not bad la for the 1st time, next week i wanna make another flavor 1, see whether success anot...hehe...

寒山拾得忍耐歌

“寒山问拾得
人家谤我 欺我 辱我 笑我 轻我 恶我 骂我 骗我时如何
拾得云
只可忍他 由他 避他 耐他 敬他 不要理他 再等几年 看他怎样”
以上两句名言是出自“寒山拾得忍耐歌”,觉得很有意思,就跟大家分享一下。。。
看得明白吗?不明白不要紧,最重要明白以上这两句就可以了。
能够做到这样的,不仅是圣人而已。
还是那句老话,不要去计较那么多,一定会活得更快乐!!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

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This is my grandma's house, sungai tiang...is a small fishing village...

The place tat my uncle depart to halieutics..




kampung feel....


found a special handmade lamp...
Nice view...




can u see the little crab with big 'kong'....












like the kampung feel....

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

四川大地震

四川大地震事件,发生至今已一个星期。每天翻开报纸,都是有关报道。有寻获亲人,喜极而泣的;也有失去亲人,伤心欲绝的。。没有人不为这次的事件痛心。。。为什么上天要这么狠心。。在短短几分钟的时间里,把一个平平静静的城市夷为平地,摧毁了逾三十万人的家园,夺走了超过三万条的人命,至今还有两万多人下落不明。。。每天看着报章上的报道,全世界的人,都为了这次的大灾难伸出援手。。。救灾行动日日夜夜地持续着,希望在废墟中看到奇迹。。。
今天的报道,有一则真的让人痛彻心扉的故事。一名六十八岁的老人,在地震发生的时候,和朋友出外下棋,其妻子和儿子则逃不过劫难。老人找了两天,终于在废墟中找到了妻儿。老伴死了,儿子则气息尚存。最伤人的是,儿子被死去了的母亲的遗体卡住了,要救出儿子,唯一的办法,就是锯开老伴的身体。营救人员做不了决定,唯有让老人做决定。一个是自己的亲生儿子,一个是跟自己同舟40年的挚爱,面对这样的抉择,老人做了他一生中最难做的决定,就是切断老伴的身体,先救活人要紧。。。最后,儿子被救出来了,老伴的身体也被锯开成两半了,最惨绝人寰的是,儿子还是死了!!而老伴被锯开两半的身体也烂在废墟里,抬不出来了。。。太多太多感人的故事了,让人看了都不禁流下眼泪。。。
四川强震之前,缅甸风灾夺走了超过四万条人命,昨天,印尼又发生地震了。。。是人类做错了什么事吗??是老天爷对人类的惩罚吗??
人类,真的是很渺小的;生命,真的是很脆弱的。。大自然的力量,真的是太恐怖了。。生在马来西亚的我们,是不是应该感到庆幸。。。试想当其他地方发生雪灾,地震,海啸,暴动。。等等的天灾人祸的时候,我们在做什么?当几十万的人从鬼们关转一圈回来的时候,我们在做什么?
我们是不是应该更珍惜我们现在拥有的。。要懂得知足,要懂得惜福!!

Monday, May 19, 2008

Appreciate

Some people said, life is short and unpredictable, so we should do whatever we want to do…enjoy our life as we want…no need to think so much…life is predestine, we might die at any time…

BUT….is that mean we no need to take care of our health????? Life is predestined. Death was inevitable. BUT!!!! Is that mean we no need to think for our future??? Because whatever we strive for would be losing once we die. Then what for we work so hard when we alive. We just go to play and play and enjoy our life until we die. The most important thing is we live happily!!!

This is human. Thing not happened in their own side, they won’t feel the pain. Never understand the heart feeling.

How the illness people wish to have a healthy body. But they can’t!! They have born in the world with illness. Their future and life are more UNPREDICTABLE!!!

WHY??? Those people, who have the healthy life, don’t even know to appreciate it!!!

We all realized that life is unpredictable. It’s truth; we should appreciate our precious time to enjoy our life. We should also appreciate our life, but not to spoilt our body just for enjoy!!! Whatever we do, we should also take care of ourselves, for our own good, and also for our beloved!!

People with no bad habits, might die for any reasons. People with bad habits, not necessary would die for the bad habits. This is true.

But this is not the reason for them to continue the bad habits. And also not the reasons for them to ignore their health care. God give them a healthy body, why they don’t know to appreciate it!!
I have gone through a lot. I really afraid the feeling of losing my beloved. Going to hospital everyday and seeing the people suffering from their illness, make me realized that our life is precious!!! Our health is precious!!!

We should think and plan for our future even we know that life is predestined. We should think in the long term. Even we die, we won’t regret because we used to appreciate our life.

For me, nothing is more important than living with my beloved. I wish all my beloved can living healthily rather than have an excellent life time for myself. I can lose every thing except my beloved family and friends, all people around me. What I wish is all my beloved can live healthily. That’s all.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Life~

I receive a bad news yesterday. One of my old secondary school mate was passed away. I get shock while i heard this. How come like that?? Although i'm not close with her, but i really cant accept it. She is young...

This called life. We cant predict what will be happen tomorrow. We know this is realities of life, birth, old age, illness, and death. But everytime it happend, it bring us sadness, heart break, shock, be all adrift, collapse...even we know it is reality.

Bethink one of my best friend, she was passed away almost 2 years ago. She left the world, left her family, left us without any signs. We thought she would be get well very soon...still remember the very last time we met. She fall sick. She told us she scare that she would die, yee pui and me scold her, ask her dun think too much. She would get well very soon for sure. And she also realized health is very important, ask us must take good care for our own health.

There have been a long time we didnt being together and chat since we finished our secondary school. That night, we are so happy. We claim that, once she get well, we must try to take out time to gather frequently in the future.

1st of july 2006, she left us. She disappear from the world. Untill today, i still cant accept that she is not here already. Thought she is still working at out station, no time to come back. In my mind, she is still alive....alive in our heart....forever...
Unbelievable, we know each other for a long time, but this is the only one pic that we have taken...

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

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Pics taken while having dinner at Sushi King...
The pretty girl look like mixed-blood is yeepui aka yipy...my best buddy..
Thanks for ur meal ya yipy... muaks..



Sushi Addicted....








The cute baby sitting behind me wanna take photo with me oh..lol..




guess how much for this already...


Ah ney and me~

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Depression

Things change...
Untill i cant really accept it...
Used to be confidence...
Too confidence toward something....
Believe in something is impossible...
Believe in something impossible can be possible...
I'm in conflict right?
Now, the one I believe is impossible...become possible...
And, the one I believe is possible become impossible.....
I'm over confidence...
As time goes by, things would change...
Not because we didn't manage it well...
Just because things would change...
Force us to face it honestly....
I afraid that thing really come to me...
I don't want to be like that....
Don't deprive the one that belong to me....

Monday, May 5, 2008

Future

Yesterday, i went to have a blood test at ipoh. Bring my brother together, we went to find yee pui after that. Yee Pui is my best sister since my primary school. We went to visit yee pui and her bf's new house. So envy them to have their own new house. It is the return for their hardwork and stint, and also immolation of leisure time. It is not easy.
I wonder when can i get my own new house? 10 years? 20 years?

I hope to get my job as soon as possible....
I hope to reach my target as soon as possible....
I hope my future would be fine...
I have an interview on this coming thursday. Wish me good luck lar....

Annoyance

There have been one week time i didn't update my blog already. Since i came back from KL, i felt lazy to blogging. There have a lot problems waiting for me. But i just avoid to face it.
People born in the world, where have a lot of problems.
People born in the world, to overcome all the problems.
The problems that we facing are getting more and tough as we growing up.
What i pursuing is just a simple and ordinary life. Is that a greedy and over request?

Saturday, May 3, 2008

走了

终于,我离开了。。。
那一天,没有什么特别的事情发生。。
就好像平时一样。。
就好像我只是放假回家一样。。
大家都各自忙着。。
一点临别的气氛也没有。。。
在回家的路上我传简讯一一向大家道别了。。
这时候,我的心情,是平静的。。。
在收到他们回复我的简讯,那些鼓励我的话的时候。。。
眼泪,就不自觉地流下了。。。
虽然,我们以后还有很多机会可以见面。。。
虽然,我们的友谊是一辈子的。。。
但此时此刻,我就是舍不得。。。
临走前的一个傍晚,天空的晚霞,是美丽的。。。 再见了。。。SRI PINANG 。。。。