没那么容易

前一阵子听到了很多“桃花事件”。。

有早前的“老虎”，到最近的“梁婆婆”。。

还有身边也发生好几宗类似事件。。

两个相爱的人在一起，最重要的是信任。。

为什么有些人情愿为了别人或一时的快乐，而选择背叛那一个和自己走过风风雨雨的人？

为什么有些人明明变了心，却还拼命为自己找借口？

为什么这个世界上，就是有那些不懂得珍惜的人？

能够找到跟自己相爱的人不容易，能够跟那个人一起走了那么长的路更不容易，更何况那个人是跟自己一起经历了风风雨雨的枕边人~~

两个相爱的人在一起，最重要的，还有包容。。

可是包容应该也有一个限度的不是吗？谁能够接受自己的另一半背叛自己呢？

这个世界，什么样的人都有。。怎么离谱的事情都会发生。。

在看到了那么多的“背叛”。。我们是不是应该珍惜身边的那个人呢？

虽然他不像人家那么懂得浪漫，也不像人家那么细心，更不像人家那么会说甜言蜜语。。

但我知道，他的心理只有一个人，他做什么事，都是为了那个人。。

只要两个在一起的人，都知道自己在对方的心里和对方在自己心里是多重要，很多事情，两个心灵相通的人知道就够了。。所有形式上的功夫，什么男女朋友应该怎样怎样的。。都不重要了。。

End of March

又到了月尾。。我又差一点忘了，曾经说过了一定要时常来更新的。。

这两个月不懂为什么，总是觉得自己很忙。。但被问到为什么时，却答不出来。。

其实算起来，我的时间其实是蛮多的，只是大多数的时候，我都是在“懒”着。。

一天睡超过八小时，但永远都觉得自己不够睡。。

明明很早就放工回家了，但永远都会拖到八点多才真正得空。。

明明没什么东西做，但永远都不肯早点睡，然后又吵着说每天不够睡。。

明明知道没有吃早餐的人容易变老，但却不甘愿早起来。。

明明知道“世界上没有丑女人，只有懒女人”，但还是懒得做保养。。

明明知道自己的生活习惯不健康，但还是因为一个“懒”字，而迟迟都不改善。。

看来，是时候好好检讨自己一下了。。

Piece of February

I had lost a piece of year 2010's memories--piece of February.....

CNY's wrap up

I just noticed that there has been one month plus I didn't update my blog already....
Actually I have a lot of thingys would like to share here but due to my lazying, here growing mushroom and spider net around...hahaha...
During the last month...
I have took up the courage to change fringe style finally... My 'him' was came back from Sg and went back work again...

I have not planning to buy so many new clothes but I had over budget after went out shopping with shopping queens...

TI were not as happening as last time before CNY...

He came back again after 1 week....

Started have CNY atmosphere in the last week before CNY....

Like the feeling before CNY than during CNY.... 3 days CNY holidays were surely not enough for me...but still have to work...

CNY is really a good time to do business....

First time wearing Cheong Sam....ppl thought PBB is hiring China Ladies to work...lolz...A very sweet and cute friend get married during CNY....a very sweet couple...The rest of the time of CNY....gambling gambling and gambling...

Opps...almost forgot that the first day of CNY is also Valentine's Day....we celebrated with friends together....since everyday is also our Valentine's day...=P And the most noisy night during CNY--Bai Tian Gong past, I thought I would back to normal life...

But still, in CNY mood because planning to travel then...

Makan-makan and jalan-jalan trip to Penang Island....a very enjoying trip and we really have fun there....

After Chap Goh Mei, officially end of CNY....tried very hard to get back my holiday mood back to normal....

Numb? Changed?

It is a tough time....but I just have to do it....
It is stressful....but I just have to work it....
Last time when I have face this kind of problem, I would just cry and cry and cry....and depressing....down....moody....
Somehow, samething happened now, even more worst...I feel stress....I wanna cry....I wanna let off....but I just wonder....I didn't....
is it I'm thinking too positive?....or I'm not really care about it?....or I'm thinking too simply?....or I'm still not realise how serious it is the situation?.....or I take it too easy?....or I already numb....or I had.....changed?
I know it it realistic....work is like that....I know I might not good enough....I'm willing to learn....I'm trying my very best to work it....
It is a tough time...it is also a challenge for me....
I'm not blaming anyone....it is work...it is realistic....I accepted it....
although the percentage of success is very low and I might fail....
I glad that...I can really think it in a positive way....whatever they said I can just keep the right one and threw the one that coz me heart feeling....
Thanks for my colleagues who feel unfair for me and support me...
No matter how, we still have to work...why don't we work happily?

A very good experience

This is my first time to attend such a big and grand convention...I thought our accommodation will be at Sunway Resort Hotel....but it is Pyramid Tower Hotel....hehe....it is good enough lah actually...
We arrived there around 5pm on Sunday....after checked in, we joint our own gang respectively....
Since I have informed that I'm going to attend NSC 2010, I was so excited...heard that it is a very grand event of PBB....have to wear coat! But i don't have!! and i have no time to buy also...so just sew lor...so it would be fit to my body mah...who know.....haiz....i don't wan to mention more lah...
Back to that day, after settled down, I went to join Serene at Pyramid, and I found that Padini's coats are very nice and cheap!! it is fit to me too!!! arghhhh~~~~I'm totally not satisfied with my coat!!! So i decided to send it back to the tailor after NSC and I want him to mend it until I satisfy!!!hmmp!!

Heard ladies have to wear shoes which is cover toes, but i don't have also. So I just planned to buy there, if cannot find just wear the old shoes, I think they won't spot check us kua~~but luckily i get one for myself....price is not expensive and it is very nice...like it very much...hehe...At night, Gavin suggest to go sing k because Red Box provide buffet dinner as well....we enjoyed the mini concert until 1am...
The next day, we woke up at 5.30am, shower, make up, everything done at 7am...went down to have our breakfast....
the cafe was so crowded...it is fully occupied by PBB staffs...we all were in same attire, same scarf for ladies and man in same tie as well....I have meet few UPM course mate here...all sales staffs but different position with me...
After breakfast, we registered our self and attended the grand convention....it is really grand...the whole nation and oversea PBB sales staffs were here...all together 1450 persons!!! can u imagine how big and grand is the convention...the ballroom is so grand and nice...while all people were paying attention in the convention, I'm only "tu ku" ing or chit-chating there...any important thing that announced there I also didn't realized until my friends inform me...paiseh...hahaha....After the morning session is our luncheon with our beloved chairman...Yang Berbahagia Tan Sri Dato' Sri Dr. Teh Hong Piow (such a long title~)...the way we walk from lagoon ballroom(where the convention held) to convention centre(where the luncheon held), we pass through pyramid shopping centre, we all were stared by people in shopping centre....we are big crowd with all black suit....like Gangster!!! wahahah...:P and finally I got the chance to experience the culture of PBB....This is also one of PBB's culture to "lou shang" earlier in NSC every year...earlier CNY celebration with our beloved Tan Sri...I have never experience such a grand event before...1450 persons surge toward Tan Sri's table to wish him!!! can you imagine how ''kua cheong" is it?
After luncheon, continue with sales convention. Nothing special happened except the announcement of TARGET INCREASED!!! @_@
2010 will be a tough year~~T_T
The rest time....photo, photo, and photo!!!At night, just dinner at KimGary, window shopping, Station 1, and photo-ing...we can see a lots PBB staffs in most of the places in Sunway....The next day, nothing special....attended the seminar called " Sales Ninja Warriors"...not motivating at all....and the event was ended at 3.30pm and everyone departed to their own way...Basically, I'm very enjoy in this two days...the convention, the luncheon, the event, the seminar, and the precious time with my friends....
I'm wondering when will be our next gathering, will we able to meet each other anymore....since the members of our gang are getting lesser...most of them were quited...one or two of them are going to leave us too....only few of us still survive...sigh~~

Anyway, I glad that I had experienced such a big and grand event....I'm proud to be a PBB banker!!
"Be together, we are the BEST!!!"

9th Anniversary

Today is our 9th anniversary....this is also the 1st time that we didn't being by each other in anniversary day....:'(

Ah ney had leave me and working in Singapore already....

As I mentioned before...I will support you, no matter what is your decision...I'll learn to be independent...You no need worry so much about me....

Anyway, thanks for gave me a surprise today...:)And thanks for being by myside for the past 9 years....

I found that we don't have photos in year 2001, 2003 tim....=P

anyway, ah ney, thanks for everythings.... Muaks....

Big Changes in 2010

I'm a person who hate CHANGES!!! I just want a simple life....as I always mentioned...But, no matter how...it is a fact...so I still have to accept it, adapt it and improvise...

I couldn't change the situation, so I have to change myself...

I know it is a tough time for you and me...our plan for future might be altered and postponed....think it in a positive way....it is a challenge for you and me...it is good for us...I believe in your ability...

Sometime I'm too dependence on you, I depend on you whatever I do....so let it be a challenge for me as well to be independent...

New Year Resolution

As I promised, I would like to list down all those memorable and precious stuffs in year 2009...

But, I found that there have not much changes in the year excepted I jumped from AmBank to Public Bank...and I found that more and more of my friends is getting married....happy for them...

Year 2010 is totally far away different from year 2008...my dreams came true in year 2008...in year 2009, it is a quite ordinary year for me...

Anyway, past was past...everythings became history...take it as a lesson...what I have to do now is just look forward to the new 2010!!!

If I have to give myself a score in year 2009, I would give B.

One thing that I felt regreted is in year 2008 to year 2009, I didn't manage my finance very well...I didn't spend or save my money in a proper way....when I relized it, it was too late...It is my failure.

So, I'm started to do my financial plan since I started work in PBB, I learn how to save my money and spend it at the proper way....

I can't remember where do I found this statement :

"People become rich not by how much they earn, but by how much they save and invest!!!"

Can't denied that people rich because they earn more than us, but even we earn lesser than those people, we still can save more than those people if we well manage our financial stuffs...

Other than that, overall my year 2009 is super ordinary....

I appreciated God gave me and my family and all my beloved friends a very safety and happiness journey in 2009...

I wish it is same to 2010...I wish all my beloveds live healthy and happily in 2010....as simple as 2009....

Happy New Year 2010!!!

Happiee New Year 2010!!!!

Make a wish!!Make a wish!!!

I wish I can become richer and richer!!wahahahaha!!!!

The above statement is just for fun lar...

My actual wish in year 2010 is

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All my beloved family and honey and friends and all people around me live healthy and happy in year 2010!!!

2010 gonna be a GOOD GOOD YEAR!!!!!

Let's kick it!!!