20072008

Yesterday woke up around 11am, suddenly ah ney call me and said wanna go Ipoh, i dun even have my breakfast yet, then straight away go to find yeepui...we reach yeepui's house around 2.30pm, with her bf together, we went to Ipoh Parade...after lunch, we watch the movie "HellBoyII", not very nice lar, but i like the song which is singing by the Red and Blue "Can't Smile Without You"....nice song....

After movie, yeepui and her bf bring us to Menglembu to have a very delicious dinner---Crab Porridge....yummy....so paiseh because everytime we go Ipoh this sweety couple always treat us eat nice foods....thanks oh...muaks muaks....we haven't take photo of the porridge because we cant wait to eat the delicious porridge when it was served....will take it next time if we going again....=P

19 July 2008

Happiee Birthday To Myself~~~

Ppl around me keep asking me the same question.....
"How u celebrate your birthday ah?"

This year is my 23rd year live in this world dy, used to celebrate my birthday in the previous 22 years, used to sick for every 19th of July, planning how to celebrate my big day...but this year, maybe i'm really old dy, feel that nothing special and don't have the mood to celebrate dy, somemore my pocket is quite tight during this period...chamz...T_T

Anyway....there is one thing remain the same every year is.....i still receive a lot of greeting from all my lovely family and friends....thanks u all....thanks for remember my birthday ya....

BIG MUAKS!!!!

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Come Back looo...

My previous working life was end....
No need to wake up early in the morning, no need to drive long distance alone, no need to eat outside food everyday....i'm back to my place for another job....
Yesterday evening, as usual, i driving ah ney's car came back alone here. On the way, my mind can't stop thinking of my previous job, my colleagues, my boss and others...as my boss told us on the morning, this short period will be my sweet memory....
Another new chapter of my career will be start on this coming monday....
Hope everything will be smooth....

My Decision

Finally, i made the decision, give up one and get another...
As i mentioned before, i hate to make decision....Because i'm a person who can't make decision toughly...i'm a person who very easy get influence by other...once i made a decision, it could easily change by a person, a single word, or any....
That's why i said i prefer no choices for me, don't ask me to choose, i don't know how to choose, scare that my decision would make me regret in the future....
However, i have to face it, i can't just wait for God to choose for me, and finally, i had make the decision....
Still, i don't know whether my decision is correct or wrong....i just stop thinking of it....as ah ney and ying told me, once you make your choice, don't think too much already, and don't make yourself regret....you won't regret!!

Tiring

So long time didnt update already....not because i'm too busy...my work doesn't make me busy....so far my work is very easy....until i think i act like a 'fei ren' there....as i have mention before,i'm not working tiring but travel tiring...and recently i have think a lots.....really annoying.....dunno what i actually want....

After 2 weeks work, i feel that myself like become more old dy...ah ney also said i really look 'chan' dy....

Fortunately, i still can choose, i still got other choices....

But i'm a person who hate to choose....scare i make the wrong decision....it makes me annoyed....suddenly give so many choices....how to choose??? let the God to choose for me is better....

Working life

I had start working on monday already....
Last sunday, i went to have a hair cut because i wish to have a fresh look when working. Who's know, the stylist cut my hair too short and it make me look like "ter ter"....OMG!!!
The 1st day of work, i woke up on 6.15am. So early....but so excited...
With my old form 6 classmate, and now is my colleague, eunice, went to work together...So excited to get to my seat, it was vacant around half year before i come...so i have to take some time to tidy up...i haven't go for training before, so that i cant do anything there...just sitting there alone and read some document....sometime answer the call....sometime help the customers fill up form there...and heard a lot bout my job here...the more i know, i feel more stress...the job is really.....haiz....dunno how to explain it...maybe for me only la....
The 2nd day, manager give us a task...a conference will held on next monday, our task is to prepare our conference room and survey around to look for a suitable restaurants or hotel for dinner. In the afternoon, we go to Lumut, Teluk Batik, Manjung, looking for a nice view nice environment and nice food restaurant. So that i not feel boring yesterday.
Today, is precious for us. We are so happy...because our manager ask us to go to ti branch to learn something from there and go back our branch afternoon....haha...is good news for us...because we no need to wake up so early. Around 10am, manager call us and told us that we no need to go back today because we cant learn anything in 2,3 hours...hahaha...so happy to hear about this...
So...today is the only 1 day that i can wake up lately and go back home for lunch and can go back home shark on time after work...
I sleep so early this few day, not because i work tiring but travel tiring....T_T

父亲节

今天是父亲节，很多游子都趁这个假日回家乡陪陪父母亲，买礼物送给爸爸，和爸爸吃一顿饭。。。。说真的，在我的记忆里，我好像都没有帮爸爸庆祝过父亲节。。。好像就只有画过几张小卡片罢了。。。写到这里，不知为什么的，忽然有想哭的感觉。。。为什么我对父亲节的印象好像越来越模糊了。。。已经十三年了。。。我已经十三年没有感受到爸爸的感觉了。。。那时候的我，虽然只有十岁，但那天的情景，我还记得一清二楚。。。爸爸在完全没有任何预兆的情况下离开我们。。。前一天的晚上，我们一家六口开开心心的在客厅观看李连杰主演的《给爸爸的信》，看完后，妈妈要喂生病的弟弟喝药水，但弟弟不肯喝，爸爸就抱着弟弟哄，妈妈喂了弟弟喝完药水后，爸爸就抱弟弟回房睡觉。。一切都是平静的。。谁也没有想到，那会是最后一次了。。。最后一次跟爸爸一起看戏、最后一次跟爸爸玩、最后一次跟爸爸讲话、最后一次见爸爸了。。传来爸爸的噩耗时，我还不肯相信，是不是他们搞错了？爸爸明明是人好好的。。当被通知爸爸回来了，要我们全都跪下的时候，我还期待回来的是好好的、会时常逗我们笑的爸爸，可是，回来的，却是已经躺在棺木里，已经没有呼吸、没有心跳的爸爸。。。
在我的记忆里，爸爸是一个大好人。。。爸爸很喜欢帮助有需要的人，当别人要求爸爸帮忙的时候，只要是爸爸能帮到的，都会帮到底。。。爸爸也是所有人口中的开心果，他很喜欢开玩笑，很喜欢作弄人，只要有爸爸的地方，都会充满欢笑。。。所以在爸爸离开后，很多亲戚朋友都会义不容辞的来帮助我们。。。
时间真的可以冲淡一切。。。但失去一个父亲的痛，是永远都不会被冲淡的。。。和爸爸在一起的点点滴滴，到现在，我还记得的。。。记得有一次，我们四兄妹在房里玩的很颠，妈妈突然进来要请我们吃藤条了，那时候眼明手快的我即刻爆出客厅，躲在爸爸身后，经爸爸的劝说下，我才没被妈妈藤条焖猪肉。。另外一次，也是哥哥和弟妹们在房里玩闹，妈妈在那唠叨了，而我就在客厅陪爸爸折冥纸准备第二天拜祭祖先，爸爸那时候还称赞我很乖。。还记得有一次，我到伯伯家和堂姐一起玩，晚上爸爸来载我回家但我不肯回，爸爸一气之下随手拿了一把扫把，用扫把的握柄打了我，我才乖乖的边哭边跟爸爸回家，过后爸爸还帮我在伤口涂药。。
好想把所有跟爸爸在一起的回忆都记录下来，深怕有一天我会忘了那些点点滴滴。。。但实在太多了，如果真要全都写下来，我想我这篇blog应该没有人会看下去吧！因为一定会很长的。。很庆辛到现在我还记得那么多。。。
爸爸走了以后，妈就母兼父职，含辛茹苦的带大我们四兄妹，真的很难想象当时妈是怎样熬过来的。。现在我们都长大了，四兄妹都很乖、很长进哦。。。（哈哈！自己称赞自己）我想是爸爸的保佑吧！祝天下的爸爸父亲节快乐。。。

梦

昨晚我发了一个很奇妙的梦。。。

梦里，躺着的外婆说要起身走走，我和妈就想要扶她，可是她却说，不用了，我可以自己起来了，我的病已经好了。。。说着，外婆就真的自己站起来了，当她站起来的时候，她竟然高过我和妈，而且还很健壮的，快步的走了。。。
醒来以后，我就想，这个梦好像在告诉我什么似的。。。
这是不是意味着，外婆已经得到解脱了？因为她说她的病已经好了。。

外婆站起来高过我和妈，是不是就代表她已近到了西方极乐世界了？

被绑架？

前天我的爱猫――黑白猫失踪了一整天，它不曾这样过，难道我们家的雄猫都逃不过宿命？还好，傍晚时分它还是回来了，原来它不是失踪！是被绑架了！！它的身上还紧紧绑着那被它扯断的绳子！！可恶！！谁那么大胆？？竟然敢绑架我家黑白猫！！！都怪我们家的猫太可爱了~~虽然它很可爱，但你可不要惹它，它可是会骂人的哦！！

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哇哈哈哈哈！！！很可爱吧！

丑小猫

认识我的人，都知道我是个爱猫人。我家目前猫的数量，说出来真的会吓到人。没办法，谁叫我家有一只是和我全家人感情很深厚的雌猫~~三苗。为什么叫三苗？为什么跟我们感情深厚？得空再说吧。。三苗在上个星期诞下了它的第五胎，妈就催我和妹把三苗上一胎仅存的一只小雌猫拿去送给人，不然就放在我家外面的巴刹，因为我家已经有x只猫了，万一它长大了又生小猫，我家就会变成猫场了。。说它是仅存的，是因为跟它同一胎的其余四只小猫出世不到一个月就夭折了，那一胎是不健康的一胎，以它的岁数，它的体型应该会比现在还要大的，所以我们一直都不忍心。。
前天傍晚，我和妹终于狠下心肠，把这只跟我感情没那么好，我们都叫它“丑小猫”的丑小猫，放在靠近我家的巴刹的一个桌子下，那我们就可以天天看到它，也偷偷希望它会认路跑回家来。。那天晚上，不知何故的，我突然很想念平时跟我没什么交集的丑小猫，它在外面一定会很害怕，从小娇生惯养的它不懂会不会自己找东西吃，会不会被其它野猫欺负呢？它会不会傻傻的不会过马路？越想我的心就越愧疚。。昨天一整天，没有了丑小猫，家里好像静了很多，连它的猫妈妈和猫哥哥都显得特别纳闷。。吃东西的时候好像也少了什么似的。。妈、妹和我今天出去好几趟，都没有看见丑小猫。。希望它是被有心人收养了吧。。
晚上，当我和ah ney出去的时候，经过那个桌子，我还是不死心的要回头看一眼，这一次，真的让我看到那小小的“倩影”。。“丑小猫！！”我突如其来的一声喊叫，还把ah ney 吓了一跳，我立刻下车想要把丑小猫带回家，那时刚好有一只野狗在丑小猫面前经过，它自卫性的立刻站起身，全身毛发竖起做作凶悍样，丑小猫啊，你还那么小，看了真让人心疼，原本还在考虑要不要把它带回家，因为妈一定会生气的，看了刚刚的情景，我就下定决心了。当我一靠近的时候，丑小猫立刻躲进桌子底下，不停的喵喵叫，好像在埋怨我把它丢在这里似的，好不容易把它哄出来，我便开开心心的把它带回家。。经过家后面的时候，看到它的“家猫”在那，有一个念头想把丑小猫放在那，让妈以为是它自己跑回来的，那我就不会中骂咯，但我又过不了自己那关，最后就硬着头皮把丑小猫放在家门口。当我一松手，丑小猫就立刻兴奋地跑进屋里，我还听到妹开心的说：“丑小猫跑回来了！！”下一秒钟，当我走进去时，大家才知道是我把它带回来的，我当下就被骂得狗血淋头。。叫我一定要把它给带回出去。。我心想，不要紧，回来就好了，过一天算一天吧。。
丑小猫。。在外面过了一天一夜，你一定很害怕吧。。白天都没看见你，你一定是躲在桌子底下不敢出来的，那你一定饿了一天吧。。我想。。对丑小猫来说，那一夜，一定是惊悚的一夜。。