Numb? Changed?

It is a tough time....but I just have to do it....
It is stressful....but I just have to work it....
Last time when I have face this kind of problem, I would just cry and cry and cry....and depressing....down....moody....
Somehow, samething happened now, even more worst...I feel stress....I wanna cry....I wanna let off....but I just wonder....I didn't....
is it I'm thinking too positive?....or I'm not really care about it?....or I'm thinking too simply?....or I'm still not realise how serious it is the situation?.....or I take it too easy?....or I already numb....or I had.....changed?
I know it it realistic....work is like that....I know I might not good enough....I'm willing to learn....I'm trying my very best to work it....
It is a tough time...it is also a challenge for me....
I'm not blaming anyone....it is work...it is realistic....I accepted it....
although the percentage of success is very low and I might fail....
I glad that...I can really think it in a positive way....whatever they said I can just keep the right one and threw the one that coz me heart feeling....
Thanks for my colleagues who feel unfair for me and support me...
No matter how, we still have to work...why don't we work happily?

A very good experience

This is my first time to attend such a big and grand convention...I thought our accommodation will be at Sunway Resort Hotel....but it is Pyramid Tower Hotel....hehe....it is good enough lah actually...
We arrived there around 5pm on Sunday....after checked in, we joint our own gang respectively....
Since I have informed that I'm going to attend NSC 2010, I was so excited...heard that it is a very grand event of PBB....have to wear coat! But i don't have!! and i have no time to buy also...so just sew lor...so it would be fit to my body mah...who know.....haiz....i don't wan to mention more lah...
Back to that day, after settled down, I went to join Serene at Pyramid, and I found that Padini's coats are very nice and cheap!! it is fit to me too!!! arghhhh~~~~I'm totally not satisfied with my coat!!! So i decided to send it back to the tailor after NSC and I want him to mend it until I satisfy!!!hmmp!!

Heard ladies have to wear shoes which is cover toes, but i don't have also. So I just planned to buy there, if cannot find just wear the old shoes, I think they won't spot check us kua~~but luckily i get one for myself....price is not expensive and it is very nice...like it very much...hehe...At night, Gavin suggest to go sing k because Red Box provide buffet dinner as well....we enjoyed the mini concert until 1am...
The next day, we woke up at 5.30am, shower, make up, everything done at 7am...went down to have our breakfast....
the cafe was so crowded...it is fully occupied by PBB staffs...we all were in same attire, same scarf for ladies and man in same tie as well....I have meet few UPM course mate here...all sales staffs but different position with me...
After breakfast, we registered our self and attended the grand convention....it is really grand...the whole nation and oversea PBB sales staffs were here...all together 1450 persons!!! can u imagine how big and grand is the convention...the ballroom is so grand and nice...while all people were paying attention in the convention, I'm only "tu ku" ing or chit-chating there...any important thing that announced there I also didn't realized until my friends inform me...paiseh...hahaha....After the morning session is our luncheon with our beloved chairman...Yang Berbahagia Tan Sri Dato' Sri Dr. Teh Hong Piow (such a long title~)...the way we walk from lagoon ballroom(where the convention held) to convention centre(where the luncheon held), we pass through pyramid shopping centre, we all were stared by people in shopping centre....we are big crowd with all black suit....like Gangster!!! wahahah...:P and finally I got the chance to experience the culture of PBB....This is also one of PBB's culture to "lou shang" earlier in NSC every year...earlier CNY celebration with our beloved Tan Sri...I have never experience such a grand event before...1450 persons surge toward Tan Sri's table to wish him!!! can you imagine how ''kua cheong" is it?
After luncheon, continue with sales convention. Nothing special happened except the announcement of TARGET INCREASED!!! @_@
2010 will be a tough year~~T_T
The rest time....photo, photo, and photo!!!At night, just dinner at KimGary, window shopping, Station 1, and photo-ing...we can see a lots PBB staffs in most of the places in Sunway....The next day, nothing special....attended the seminar called " Sales Ninja Warriors"...not motivating at all....and the event was ended at 3.30pm and everyone departed to their own way...Basically, I'm very enjoy in this two days...the convention, the luncheon, the event, the seminar, and the precious time with my friends....
I'm wondering when will be our next gathering, will we able to meet each other anymore....since the members of our gang are getting lesser...most of them were quited...one or two of them are going to leave us too....only few of us still survive...sigh~~

Anyway, I glad that I had experienced such a big and grand event....I'm proud to be a PBB banker!!
"Be together, we are the BEST!!!"

9th Anniversary

Today is our 9th anniversary....this is also the 1st time that we didn't being by each other in anniversary day....:'(

Ah ney had leave me and working in Singapore already....

As I mentioned before...I will support you, no matter what is your decision...I'll learn to be independent...You no need worry so much about me....

Anyway, thanks for gave me a surprise today...:)And thanks for being by myside for the past 9 years....

I found that we don't have photos in year 2001, 2003 tim....=P

anyway, ah ney, thanks for everythings.... Muaks....

Big Changes in 2010

I'm a person who hate CHANGES!!! I just want a simple life....as I always mentioned...But, no matter how...it is a fact...so I still have to accept it, adapt it and improvise...

I couldn't change the situation, so I have to change myself...

I know it is a tough time for you and me...our plan for future might be altered and postponed....think it in a positive way....it is a challenge for you and me...it is good for us...I believe in your ability...

Sometime I'm too dependence on you, I depend on you whatever I do....so let it be a challenge for me as well to be independent...

New Year Resolution

As I promised, I would like to list down all those memorable and precious stuffs in year 2009...

But, I found that there have not much changes in the year excepted I jumped from AmBank to Public Bank...and I found that more and more of my friends is getting married....happy for them...

Year 2010 is totally far away different from year 2008...my dreams came true in year 2008...in year 2009, it is a quite ordinary year for me...

Anyway, past was past...everythings became history...take it as a lesson...what I have to do now is just look forward to the new 2010!!!

If I have to give myself a score in year 2009, I would give B.

One thing that I felt regreted is in year 2008 to year 2009, I didn't manage my finance very well...I didn't spend or save my money in a proper way....when I relized it, it was too late...It is my failure.

So, I'm started to do my financial plan since I started work in PBB, I learn how to save my money and spend it at the proper way....

I can't remember where do I found this statement :

"People become rich not by how much they earn, but by how much they save and invest!!!"

Can't denied that people rich because they earn more than us, but even we earn lesser than those people, we still can save more than those people if we well manage our financial stuffs...

Other than that, overall my year 2009 is super ordinary....

I appreciated God gave me and my family and all my beloved friends a very safety and happiness journey in 2009...

I wish it is same to 2010...I wish all my beloveds live healthy and happily in 2010....as simple as 2009....

Happy New Year 2010!!!

Happiee New Year 2010!!!!

Make a wish!!Make a wish!!!

I wish I can become richer and richer!!wahahahaha!!!!

The above statement is just for fun lar...

My actual wish in year 2010 is

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All my beloved family and honey and friends and all people around me live healthy and happy in year 2010!!!

2010 gonna be a GOOD GOOD YEAR!!!!!

Let's kick it!!!