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These pics were taken while i working with the previous job at Sitiawan. Actually that one month time was an unforgotten memory for me, the colleagues there was so nice but i had made the decision to left them....Anyway,i will miss them very much...

Speechless~

Recently i really lazy to blogging. There have a lot things happened during this period. I have a lots things to shout out actually. But i just feel reluctant to do it. Not just because i 'm bloody busy and tired since i start working at TI. Just as what i wrote in my msn...

"never explain yourself to anyone because the person who likes you doesnt need it and the person who dislikes you wont belive it!"

Anyway, i will back to normal once my battery is fully charge.

See ya...^o^

Busy~

There have been almost one month i didnt updated my blog dy.

I started working on 21st july and attended a training for 2 weeks more at kl. The course has been finished on last week and until now, i only can take out my time to drop some words here. This coming tuesday, i have to go for another course again.

I like training actually, because no need to work, can learn new things and study like last time.

As a fresh grad, i have really much much things to learn, it is really not easy to be a banker. It is tough!

But i like this job so i will try my very best to do it. Wish me good luck lah. =)

20072008

Yesterday woke up around 11am, suddenly ah ney call me and said wanna go Ipoh, i dun even have my breakfast yet, then straight away go to find yeepui...we reach yeepui's house around 2.30pm, with her bf together, we went to Ipoh Parade...after lunch, we watch the movie "HellBoyII", not very nice lar, but i like the song which is singing by the Red and Blue "Can't Smile Without You"....nice song....

After movie, yeepui and her bf bring us to Menglembu to have a very delicious dinner---Crab Porridge....yummy....so paiseh because everytime we go Ipoh this sweety couple always treat us eat nice foods....thanks oh...muaks muaks....we haven't take photo of the porridge because we cant wait to eat the delicious porridge when it was served....will take it next time if we going again....=P

19 July 2008

Happiee Birthday To Myself~~~

Ppl around me keep asking me the same question.....
"How u celebrate your birthday ah?"

This year is my 23rd year live in this world dy, used to celebrate my birthday in the previous 22 years, used to sick for every 19th of July, planning how to celebrate my big day...but this year, maybe i'm really old dy, feel that nothing special and don't have the mood to celebrate dy, somemore my pocket is quite tight during this period...chamz...T_T

Anyway....there is one thing remain the same every year is.....i still receive a lot of greeting from all my lovely family and friends....thanks u all....thanks for remember my birthday ya....

BIG MUAKS!!!!

\(^0^)/

Come Back looo...

My previous working life was end....
No need to wake up early in the morning, no need to drive long distance alone, no need to eat outside food everyday....i'm back to my place for another job....
Yesterday evening, as usual, i driving ah ney's car came back alone here. On the way, my mind can't stop thinking of my previous job, my colleagues, my boss and others...as my boss told us on the morning, this short period will be my sweet memory....
Another new chapter of my career will be start on this coming monday....
Hope everything will be smooth....

My Decision

Finally, i made the decision, give up one and get another...
As i mentioned before, i hate to make decision....Because i'm a person who can't make decision toughly...i'm a person who very easy get influence by other...once i made a decision, it could easily change by a person, a single word, or any....
That's why i said i prefer no choices for me, don't ask me to choose, i don't know how to choose, scare that my decision would make me regret in the future....
However, i have to face it, i can't just wait for God to choose for me, and finally, i had make the decision....
Still, i don't know whether my decision is correct or wrong....i just stop thinking of it....as ah ney and ying told me, once you make your choice, don't think too much already, and don't make yourself regret....you won't regret!!

Tiring

So long time didnt update already....not because i'm too busy...my work doesn't make me busy....so far my work is very easy....until i think i act like a 'fei ren' there....as i have mention before,i'm not working tiring but travel tiring...and recently i have think a lots.....really annoying.....dunno what i actually want....

After 2 weeks work, i feel that myself like become more old dy...ah ney also said i really look 'chan' dy....

Fortunately, i still can choose, i still got other choices....

But i'm a person who hate to choose....scare i make the wrong decision....it makes me annoyed....suddenly give so many choices....how to choose??? let the God to choose for me is better....

Working life

I had start working on monday already....
Last sunday, i went to have a hair cut because i wish to have a fresh look when working. Who's know, the stylist cut my hair too short and it make me look like "ter ter"....OMG!!!
The 1st day of work, i woke up on 6.15am. So early....but so excited...
With my old form 6 classmate, and now is my colleague, eunice, went to work together...So excited to get to my seat, it was vacant around half year before i come...so i have to take some time to tidy up...i haven't go for training before, so that i cant do anything there...just sitting there alone and read some document....sometime answer the call....sometime help the customers fill up form there...and heard a lot bout my job here...the more i know, i feel more stress...the job is really.....haiz....dunno how to explain it...maybe for me only la....
The 2nd day, manager give us a task...a conference will held on next monday, our task is to prepare our conference room and survey around to look for a suitable restaurants or hotel for dinner. In the afternoon, we go to Lumut, Teluk Batik, Manjung, looking for a nice view nice environment and nice food restaurant. So that i not feel boring yesterday.
Today, is precious for us. We are so happy...because our manager ask us to go to ti branch to learn something from there and go back our branch afternoon....haha...is good news for us...because we no need to wake up so early. Around 10am, manager call us and told us that we no need to go back today because we cant learn anything in 2,3 hours...hahaha...so happy to hear about this...
So...today is the only 1 day that i can wake up lately and go back home for lunch and can go back home shark on time after work...
I sleep so early this few day, not because i work tiring but travel tiring....T_T

父亲节

今天是父亲节，很多游子都趁这个假日回家乡陪陪父母亲，买礼物送给爸爸，和爸爸吃一顿饭。。。。说真的，在我的记忆里，我好像都没有帮爸爸庆祝过父亲节。。。好像就只有画过几张小卡片罢了。。。写到这里，不知为什么的，忽然有想哭的感觉。。。为什么我对父亲节的印象好像越来越模糊了。。。已经十三年了。。。我已经十三年没有感受到爸爸的感觉了。。。那时候的我，虽然只有十岁，但那天的情景，我还记得一清二楚。。。爸爸在完全没有任何预兆的情况下离开我们。。。前一天的晚上，我们一家六口开开心心的在客厅观看李连杰主演的《给爸爸的信》，看完后，妈妈要喂生病的弟弟喝药水，但弟弟不肯喝，爸爸就抱着弟弟哄，妈妈喂了弟弟喝完药水后，爸爸就抱弟弟回房睡觉。。一切都是平静的。。谁也没有想到，那会是最后一次了。。。最后一次跟爸爸一起看戏、最后一次跟爸爸玩、最后一次跟爸爸讲话、最后一次见爸爸了。。传来爸爸的噩耗时，我还不肯相信，是不是他们搞错了？爸爸明明是人好好的。。当被通知爸爸回来了，要我们全都跪下的时候，我还期待回来的是好好的、会时常逗我们笑的爸爸，可是，回来的，却是已经躺在棺木里，已经没有呼吸、没有心跳的爸爸。。。
在我的记忆里，爸爸是一个大好人。。。爸爸很喜欢帮助有需要的人，当别人要求爸爸帮忙的时候，只要是爸爸能帮到的，都会帮到底。。。爸爸也是所有人口中的开心果，他很喜欢开玩笑，很喜欢作弄人，只要有爸爸的地方，都会充满欢笑。。。所以在爸爸离开后，很多亲戚朋友都会义不容辞的来帮助我们。。。
时间真的可以冲淡一切。。。但失去一个父亲的痛，是永远都不会被冲淡的。。。和爸爸在一起的点点滴滴，到现在，我还记得的。。。记得有一次，我们四兄妹在房里玩的很颠，妈妈突然进来要请我们吃藤条了，那时候眼明手快的我即刻爆出客厅，躲在爸爸身后，经爸爸的劝说下，我才没被妈妈藤条焖猪肉。。另外一次，也是哥哥和弟妹们在房里玩闹，妈妈在那唠叨了，而我就在客厅陪爸爸折冥纸准备第二天拜祭祖先，爸爸那时候还称赞我很乖。。还记得有一次，我到伯伯家和堂姐一起玩，晚上爸爸来载我回家但我不肯回，爸爸一气之下随手拿了一把扫把，用扫把的握柄打了我，我才乖乖的边哭边跟爸爸回家，过后爸爸还帮我在伤口涂药。。
好想把所有跟爸爸在一起的回忆都记录下来，深怕有一天我会忘了那些点点滴滴。。。但实在太多了，如果真要全都写下来，我想我这篇blog应该没有人会看下去吧！因为一定会很长的。。很庆辛到现在我还记得那么多。。。
爸爸走了以后，妈就母兼父职，含辛茹苦的带大我们四兄妹，真的很难想象当时妈是怎样熬过来的。。现在我们都长大了，四兄妹都很乖、很长进哦。。。（哈哈！自己称赞自己）我想是爸爸的保佑吧！祝天下的爸爸父亲节快乐。。。